memory lane

i cant sleep...i cant think straight...im havin an emotional breakdown....it all started with ym...i was chatting with my classmates...yea..killin times....since i got nothing else to do other than chatting n surfing the web..aka on9..yea wutever...tgh rancak2 bercerita,then a story bout rap thing came out...so i was like hey,i got friends who are sooo into rapping..they have a group too!so blabla there goes the intro...so i introduced triniti to my friend here..he's into rapping too..well he said he used too..so i was like y dont u just check em out..dopeness man!i told him bout my fwens alot...yea i love telling people about me,about my fwens...who they are,what they do,where they at...stuff like dat...so....i opened the amp site..i gave the url to my fwen,failure,i gave him myspace url...so..he managed to open it..so eager about the feedback,he was like,sorry im not into rap mlayu sgt..i was like,hello!!they do rap in english ok...wut song did u hear?he said perliscollective..then i was like..ouuuuhhhhhhhhh yeahhhh haha that 1....i explained...so he said boley tahan..i was like say whatt!u dont mess with my fwens ok...go check out their english..gosh...readers digest pown kalah kowt...i said to him...haha..n yeah i was bragging here n there....by the time i just knew that i was gettin too carried away talking bout them...i stopped while listening to all the songs on amp..i rmember about this 1 video..i watched the video again...a video that i've forgotten 4 quite a time...yea don,zarif...a video about u guys with naim...i just cant stop playing it...over and over again..i smiled,laughed,haha the triniti,the i run solo,the religion,the i'll murder u man,dont mess wit me...damn..i miss all of those things....i told my fwen,this is us back in 2006,2007...when we were young..highschool..not hopeless...ok ok...things were so different when we were young...damn..i started to feel like crying now...especially when i keep on playing their songs till now...im soo proud of u guys..hmm..i just..i miss my friends..the past..the time we spent sooo much together...hmphh look at us...we are all grown up now..taking our own path...being soo far away from each other...seriously,i cant stop thinkin about u guys...i cant stop laughing while watching the vid,cant stop talking about us to my friend here...he was like,r u ok?i was like,no...n i wonder...do they feel the same like i do?friendship is precious...my closest ones...yea im talking bout ain,zarif,don,ammar, not to forget naim n irwan..guys,i really miss u all..i always do..i just love to hear a good feedback about triniti..its not because of who they are,its because of what they are...friends...good friend love to hear good things about good friends...n now im smiling...those faces of my loved ones..i need to remember all of them till my last breath..i feel lucky to have u guys..and that is y i oweys love music..cuz music bring us together...make us as ONE.seeing those faces again...all i wanna say is,i really really miss u guys..hope to see u guys soon.ok yana hold those tears...dear God,thx for blessin me with those people..i know deep inside they will oweys think about each other..just rmember the past,it is what we are now..

take care my precious ones..jgn lupa ur roots.and erm...i love u guys.from the bottom of my heart.