thursday

i dont feel like blogging anymore.....but wutever...i dont care if you're reading this shit or wutever....cuz it is sooo wutever....yea so,WUTEVER...

im listening to when you look me in the eyes right now...my favourite..lama suda xdengar akan lagu ini...haha im starting to like jonas brothers now...i mean, its not that i dont like them b4..no...they're are sooo adorable...huhu i mean im not really a fan but i just like their music..they're talented,obviously..ok....i like them...they ARE cute so what?huu

but then....trasa 1 mcm prasaan...haih...tros kasi stop itu lagu...u know,whenever ur feelinn that "feelin" when u r sooo not wanna feel that feelin, just do whatever to stop da feel from takin over ur feeeling and ur feeling it..hahaha apa aku mrapu nih...

haih...i start to feel like im the only,believe me...i am the one n only person who are trying to put things back to normal!i always end up trying so damn hard for something, but in d end,i got nothing!nothing,zero,nothing at all...look at u....u dont have to try...u dont have to lose anything...and look at me...i've lost everything..everything about us..and when i'm trying to fix things,i can only see 1 person who's dying to work things out...tah la....im not talking about getting back ur love or whatsoever,im just...ok if you're talking about friends and not being able to show how good u r as a friend,to act like a friend,then stop being friend with me!and no,we are not friends,we are good friends..but wut happen to good friends if im the only one who always doing my part as a friend?!a good friend!am i just wasting my time here or what?does it worth it to take care of someone who doesnt really care about u just as much as u care bout him?geez..i am wasting my time..but what the hell am i suppos to do?! God gave me this gift...yea i know,i always be the one who will always,always think about others...i dont care if they dont..coz im gifted with that...damn i gotta stop...but just please...think about how others feel will u?treat them like how u want them 2 treat u...same goes with me....just...text me...i am soo over u!u dont have to worry bout that..just text me.treat me like a good friend....just text me.