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okkai i managed to get home early..luck was on my side...i bought the last, 1 and only ticket to perlis..fuh..so i am currently at home..yea my friends are here too..i was so freakin happy when i was on my way here...yala spa xsronok leh blk awai,but then,i dont feel excited like i did b4..i feel like..tah la.........fwens,why cant you guys just at least, if you had plans or something,tell me la.....eventho those plans dont suit me ka apa....ni i text u guys,xrply la apa la...especially u zarif.im so sick of u treating me like i dont mean anything to you...and don also..and irwan and everybody! you guys might think this is nothing but i dont! ckop la i dont feel like i have friends in mlaka,but dont make me think i dont have friends here either!i just dont understand guys!i tried my best to get here early. bla jd cmni u guys make me think twice..bek blk ari ahad lg sng..maw kwn2 pown layan xlayan..i know i dont get to see you guys slalu...its like,you guys dok wat hal u guys,tggai i sowg2 kt sni..xtaw apa2 pown....i pown ada kt sni!argh!!!i dont feel like i care anymore!!!i dont wanna care bout you zarif!you guys know i mrajuk..but u guys wat xtaw ja..thanks to ammar..he's the only one who's trying.he knows how does it feels 2 be in my shoes.how could you guys......bnda ni mmg nmpk kecik tp it hurts me alot.thank you