f.u.c.k

I feel stupid for acting like myself. No I don’t have to fake anything. I don’t have to be someone else to be with someone! I don’t have to change the way I am just to fit in, pretend to like something that I don’t like, deal with something that I don’t deal with! What I’m trying to do is live my own life, my way! I just don’t understand how the fuck people judge others here. How the fuck they live, how the fuck they socialize! I just don’t understand it… fuck you people. I’m trying to be me… but you people just know how to judge people, without even knowing what and who they are!! So what? If I like to socialize a lot, I like making friends a lot, I like communicating with others, speak out my mind, so what about it?? Are those kind of things make me a bitch, let you guys think I use to be a bitch?? Shitting about others, spreading rumors and stuff. dats y la ssh nk fit in dengan cara org kt sini hidop. Tah apa jenis mentality tah. Macam barua ja… tengok ja org yg jenis suka tegor org, huhahuha, dok ramah dgn orang tu orang ni, so prangai otomatik gedik la kn??mcam setan la kan??? Pangai betina la kan?? Bajet orang yg mulut diam, malu2, baik ni malaikat la??? yg jnis dok bsing sna sni mulut jht?? Dok burukkan nama orang, kata belakang, backstabbing, dok bawak mulut and everything yg slek will be pointed at me?? Bagusnya mentality orang kt sini.. bagus!! I hate to be here. i do like a million times!!! And stop pretending like you care about my fucking feeling!!! Stop fucking pretending like you like being friends with me!!! Huh, talking about living with bunch of assholes here. Yea I do give a fuck once, but not anymore. I will quit. No more backstabbers!!! Is it a sin to be nice with people?? Is it a sin just to fit in??? is it a fucking sin just to be myself??? Well trust me, I don’t fucking think so. talam dua muka ja suma... dpn ckp len, blkg kutuk...lagi best bleh plak ajak kroni2 kutuk trang tang2...i saw everything but wat xtaw ja...thanks alot my room mate..thanks alot.sumpah dh fed up dok kt sni..evrything is like ada kna mengena with me..its like im da one who caused those fucking problems!!! and yeahh in the end, aku la jd mangsa. yang baek n kamceng nak mati with u guys xdak plak nk blaming trok2...fuck u. i started to feel annoyed. i dont know la apa yg my room mate ckp dgn those assholes. i hate everybody!!u and u and u and u suma bajet malaikat!I just wanna get out of this fucking place! Yea keep on pointing fingers at me you fucking assholes!! Keep on blaming those issues on me! Keep on being immature! I just don’t wanna give a fuck anymore. SO STOP FUCKING MESS WITH ME! FUCK OFF BACKSTABBERS AND HATERSS!!