my life,my strength

mommy, i love you so much..thank you for always being there for me..
thanks for the advices..
i told my mom about everything..
as always,she told me to be strong..
i asked her, "mak baca x msg yg angah send tu?"
and she replied she did
and i asked her again, "why mak x reply..xkumen psai 2..mak kena kumen taw dak.."
then she simply replied.."mak xnak anak mak susah hati.."
and she started to answer my qustions 1 by 1..
giving all sorts of advices..she was so calm..i could feel that as if she has lifted the weight on my shoulders...she was so calm...and suddenly i started to cry..
i said i didnt mean to do all of this...
and i know i didnt even care to cry after what happened..not until just now..
mak,i love you...
she made me cry..
i listened to all of her words..and i couldnt help myself to cry
i told her im a big girl..u dont have to worry about me..personal is personal..study is study..it wont affect me..well maybe a bit but dont worry mom,i know how to deal with it..
i just need to hear your voice..that's my biggest strength of all.
you are simply the best mak..always.
i cant promise you the world,i cant promise you the wealth,but 1 thing for sure,i can promise you that 1 day, i will grad with flying colours and you will look at me and proudly said,that's my daughter.my one and only.
i wont disappoint you mom.
dat's my promise.

i love you.
and abah,i love you too my handsome abah.
you both are my life, my strength.
i love you.