what if

come to think about it,if its not because the ego of both of us,we wouldnt have to be like this now...dontchu think?if its not the all-time-busy factor,we wont be living our life like this,we dont have to be so less concern about each other like this,dontchu think?maybe it was all just me..yea i am the one who will always think about others..the people around me...what if that incident on the night of my induction week didnt happen?the night when u were getting too carried away with your life there,and not forgetting the BUSY thing..yea i know my registration was a week late,u with your assignments and stuff...but what if things went out well eventhough the both of us are not together anymore?yea i know we were so attached b4...maybe its because we use to spend our time together like all the time..maybe its because we use to text each other 24-7 without even knowing when to stop..maybe its because we use to do things together,the laughter,the pain,the joy,the air mata and stuff...talking about air mata,whenever i was feeling down u were always there for me...a very good pendengar i must say..but a bad bad penasihat...but it didnt matter cause in the end, u always filled me with happyness...something that i treasure alot...hmm..i just cant get over it...eventhough we are obviously not together anymore...but the memories of u and me...the chance to be together even just for a while is like the best thing that can ever happen to me..btw,just forget about the grammar and stuff..this is not official.. ;) well whatever..back to the topic....hmm i know u wont feel the same anymore...and maybe u dont even care about how i feel anymore...but have u ever think the same thing like i did??maybe yes maybe no...things are different now...maybe i just need my time to get over all of these..and i hope,u will always think of me eventho we're just like a normal friends now...

love u and miss u

;)