Aurora Of Audiology

emerging~

2009-07-12T07:29:00.000-07:00

oh wow!hey!!damn..long time long time.. :)
its been like forever since my last post!well u gotta know when to take a pause... ;D
yup yup and i'm in love...again..haha life has been great and im so grateful for that..syukur. ;)
2nd sem is going to end soon..very soon..exam will be on the 20th..so i'll be going home right after that..gotta do my very best for the finals..for the sake of my pointer and future for sure!
i'll be spending my 3 weeks break at home and will be back for the 3rd sem which is the last sem of my foundation program. cant hardly wait to finish em all!
have been planning so much for the future..insyaallah i want to further my degree at UM..changed my plan to go abroad...local is hebat whatttt...hehe so yea i gotta work my ass off lah for sure..gotta stay focus as always xD

i got so much things on my mind but so little things to spill..huhu so i'll hook u up with the updates later..pray for that
LOL

greetingssss

2009-06-02T06:08:00.000-07:00

i am back to unisel..kicking off 2nd sem..a short sem..a 7-week sem...yea i know its short..dat is why its called short sem...i know...went to my very first class for this sem!which is pengajian islam class...hoho...bertudung saya.. ;))

oh yeah...fyi got 2 subjects for this short sem...pengajian Islam and pengajian m'sia..i know sikit...hahaha well yalah...defining short sem here guyss...remember??
p.Islam class is on tuesday..6 hours class... and its straight...no kona2...6 hours straight from 8.30 till 2.30...yay i know its exciting!not....

but of course we have 10 minutes break for each hour...well i guess ok la kan..
plus for this class,we're only gona do lots of presentation..got the topic for each groups this morning..so basically the whole sem is about presentation...yalah 7 weeks ja kot...3rd week ada test...huw...

ok that's for pengajian Islam class...another is pengajian m'sia...its on this coming thurs...so...i have classes on tuesday and thursday jalah..hoho..well me n my classmates had been thinkin nak change the class on thurs to wed..its easier..for us to go back home...where we can have thurs to monday cuti..ahhahha but tgk lah...have to discuss with the lect and other classes sum more...

oh..for this sem our class combine dgn class lain..bdk2 foundation year yg dah last sem...and bdk2 dip yg dh last sem jgk...we're dealing with seniors...nahmean??????

huu...oh yea..i haz melo..want some???

the future of excitement for this sem seems dark..haha
well i gotta do what i gotta do.. for sure i want A for both subject...
alhamdulillah,i did well in my first sem...happy bangat ;))
so gotta mantain the pointer lah if i want to go abroad..cewahh
:D
wish me luck!!
fighting!!

blues

2009-05-12T03:45:00.000-07:00

its funny how i was so eager to go back home and spend my sem break here..in perlis..but then when im here..i started to doubt it..ahhahaa but hell i do have fun..well not really..the fact that i STILL dont have MY car and my uncle family is still using MY car up until NOW is killing me no so softly...damn i hate coming back just rotting alive at home..if that's what don usually say..haha but yea..i miss my satria...i thought im not going to see my baby till the end of my sem break...but thank goodness..thank u lord..my uncle will be going back to japan on this thurs so i prolly get the car by freakin tomorrow! i is very happier!!

its time for cruisin.......lets cruisin..just cruisinnnnn... ;)))

oh oh!don is coming back to perlis this friday!get to meet him,and make out and kick his ball and...no...i wont kick his ball...i love me gay fren...and yeah i can record something with him...if u know what i mean..hahha

Mother's Day Special

2009-05-09T03:43:00.000-07:00

hye guys

i would like to talk about my mom..her name is wan suriati bt wan awang...tp..in my siblings,my abang ja yg ada wan..me and yg bawah2 suma xdak..sbb my dad xnak letak..wuuuwww....abah...

oh yea...my mum..she's 47 this year..looking young like oweys..
;)))
dulu me and my mum mmg xrapat..but bila dh bsar,dh pndai pkir ni..org kata da matured,i became so attached to her..dlu,i dont care 2 talk bout my study or personal or life to her..i'd rather talk to my fwens..cuz takot dia komplen and bebel..hahahh biasa la muda mudi nih..eh now still muda gak..but it all started to change when i leave home for studies...bila jauh bru rasa appreciate sgt kt my family..my daddy cool..mummy love...hehe that's what i call them... ;)))
yea i talked bout everything with my mum..EVERYTHING

so...bersempena hari ibu nih,i would like to wish my mum a very happy mother's day..thanks for bring me into this world..thanks to my daddy cool jgk..without him xdak jugak aku kan..aahaha dush2!

u made a LOT of sacrifices..financial,education.time,things,and so much more..too much to list..well thats what parents do kan..

ibu,permata hati
walau kau jauh menanti
daku kan pulang jua

oceeceyy..jiwang laks..jiwang dgn mak xpa..toi dak??toi la...

so mummy love,i love u smpai mati lah!!!hope slalu sihat...slalu dilimpahi kasih sayang dan rezeki..syg mak byk2
;))

priceyyy????

2009-05-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

i went to dikwan's kenduri td..akikah..its not him la yg dicukur of course...his newborn niece..haih dikwan..awat byk sgt baby tah kt umah ang...bg aku 1 la...haih...haha so yea went there with ain..hoho ain my dalin..she picked me up cuz yala i still dont have my satria biru yet...so she picked me up and we went to dikwan's...sampai sampai..ouhhh!!dikwan!and eh!oyen pown ada!i was like..wuaa dh besar oyenku..huhuh he's like taller than me dah now...makin ensem plak 2 kan..i can say he's all grown up la..hehe lama sudah kot xketemu..and dikwan...dikwan menten dikwan...dok cite cite...pukoi stgi kot..huuw so p amek makanan..wahh kari kurma perut...and ayam!and sambal blacan weh..sumpah sdap..cant resist the kari kurma perut..my favvy...huu...and dikwan was like, aku yg masak suma ni..ahhahh okok aku pcaya..and he introduced me and ain to his fam and they were like member ka??he was like mmber la..single2..he's telling us that he's single and me,ain were not his gf..yea we get u..haha and we sit kat meja ni..me,ain,yen,dikwan..and i asked oyen bout his school and everything..its like ages xjmpa plak and tetiba dikwan berkata beliau mahu buat air..and jd la sesi kena kucai dgn abg n kakak n mak dia.."dikwan td org suh buat ayaq buat tengok pokok la langit la apa la..ni dan2 p buat ayaq 3 jug.."hahhaah xigt sgt cmna they all ckp tp lawak gla la..haha dikwan2..

and after that me and ain pown berangkat pulang...salam2 dgn family dikwan..and elok2 nk blk dia pggl masok umah plak..tgk baby..xteringat nama sbb byk sgt baby kt umah dia..nursery house ka??rasa cam nk kidnap 1 plak..haha and she was sleeping dalam buai..cute gila babeng..huuw...and then salam dikwan and oyen plak..oyen salam ciyom tgn and i was like aww how cute..hihi..and tetba ujan..dikwan p amek payung..elok2 amek dan2 ujan jd slow..hahaha xpa la dikwan..effort 2 penting...so me and ain pown pulang..

after that p amek balak ain plak...ain dh ada bf owhhhh....picked him up and..ok...his bf ok la...he's funny..aha..org klate and she told me her mum approved gila bf dia 2..hoho good for u darlin..good for you..and then she sent me home..i thought bleh lepak2 lg..but she sent me home..but i dont mind la..lagipown bf dia mai jauh2..hehe..give them time..;)))

and yea balik2 umah i saw a present..prolly from my dad..cuz he's been telling me that he bought me a bday present..and apa lg..cepat2 bukak and whoaa!!!!!its a watch!chunnn gilak la jam 2..brownish copper cmtu...lawa sgt..seriously match my taste..ROSCANI paris is the brand..sumpah chun sgt..huuu syg gila kat abah..bkn syg sbb dia bg adiah sahaja taw...syg sbb dia my daddy cool..hehe and then i rushed to him and asked whether its from him ka..and he said yes..and i said abah tenkiuuuuu!lawa la jam ni!hehe and then tetiba dia ckp.."abah beli jam ni rm600..ori nih..jga elok2..jgn gitaw iwan or abang ely..marah depa stgi.." i was like..wtf...600??sumpah mahai gla for a watch... btw my bros ni xleh dgr i dpt brg2 from my parents cket...sbb they will complain and argue nak jugak..hahahhaha out of words to say..i asked him "mak taw dak?"..he said she knows bout the watch not the price..ahahahah abah2..awatla p bli bnda mahai2...huu...rasa cam takot lak nk pakai..but thanks sgt2...ur da best la abah..THE BEST!!

wait...i thought harga bday present kena keep secret??haha abahku...

satria biru...

2009-05-01T01:20:00.001-07:00

sy sudah pulang....hoho xD

finished the last paper yesterday at 4...evntho i still got an hour to go...but wuts the point of waiting and staring blankly at the paper...siap jwb kasi blah sudah..haha and my daddy cool was already at the cafe waiting 4 his daughter cool since 1 o'clock maybe???he told me he pushed off from perlis at 9am...so i was like lahh why la abah xpush off lambat...kn dh sampai awal..kena tggu lg..huuu...and yea talking about last exam paper,damn i hate dat subject tha most...nah..hate is not the word...dull and dry subject...haaaa rightt...dull and dry...double D...i didnt sleep at all...the night b4 la..i was at the edge of berserah already..cuz the subject was all about fukin theories man...all of the research and philosophy and strategies and all of those double D shiet...

so...i was like dunno what to study...me and my gals formed a study group session every nights..and what happen to the last night at unisel was i spent da whole night kekunun nk study la..study habis habisan 4 da paper...but i ended up playing guitar hero with dem gals..hahha abes suma jd penyakit gtar hero weh..afta dat smbung tgk true blood plak...at 5 freakin am my gals bising2 lapar plak...i just knew what should i do dah..cook..hahaa..i oweys cook 4 my gals..so at 5 in da morning i rushed to my house and cook 4 them nsk goreng..huuu...but nvm la bout gtar hero,watching trueblood or goreng nasik..the thing is,i didnt fukin sleep!its not dat i dont want to..i just cant sleep...susah ati bout the paper...di kanan mahuku study..dikiri mahuku main2 dan berserah shj...seriously deep inside i wanted to study..cuz if i dont,i wont be getting 3.5 above!imagine if i got A or B for all papers..and just bcoz of 1 C for sure la pointer kena tarik weh...me want dean list..huuuww...

and guess what!i did study!at 6 freakin am till 10 am..ahhahaa seru dan hidayah dtg lambat gila....so after 10 i went to my room finishing up all the packing..mow blk da..paper was at 2.30...i went to do clearance and shit...i didnt know drinkin lots of caffein all night made me so fresh..haha cuz my fwen nisyak..she didnt have anything else left other than nescafe..taram saja...was drinkin nescafe all nite long mayn!!kill the sleepyness....huhu...no sleepyness left in me...went to exam at 2.30...and i kill the paper fo sho mayn!!hahhah good lord thank you for the hidayah!huuuu....i feel great,thanks to god,thanks to nescafe..

thanks to nisyak to0 ;))

oh yeah...went straight to my dad right after the exam..but shit..barang2...tingkat 4..sumpah mcm nk patah pggang tgn kaki suma kes angkat barang2 nek turun tgkat 4..huuuw...god pls give me superpowers...torturing weh torturing..pastu berangkat pulang..weee so damn excited to go back home!arrived at 12 sumtin..fuh exhausted..shian my daddy cool yg dok drive....triple exhausted..thanks abah ;D

sampai2..tanpa membuang masa,i rushed upstairs to find my mom and am..am adikku!!ahhhaa i grab him and jerit2..haha sumpah rindu dia..and mommy..she's not feelin well..shian mak..am was waiting for me ohh...how shweet lil bro...hihi and today i cooked for them...and had a looonggggg talk with mak..rutin biasa pabila blk umah..hahaha i enjoy my long conversation with her..we talked bout everthing..as usual she will start it off complainin bout my 2 bros kt umah ni la..sorg nk upsr sorg nk spm..dua2 mls especially yg form 5...haih..after that beralih ke topik my study plak...and to personal and all...she's my mom,my beshfwen..luv u mummy...

and damn i oredy miss mereka mereka rakan kelasku..huu....and cant wait to meet my besties kt perlis nih..don segerakan lah blk..ammar too..ok i think 2 ja kot..ok bye..

argh wait,my car!!!!i need my car!!!my aunt ni xreti2 bg balik ka satria biruku 2...lama mana dah pnjam nih....bg baleeeeeeeeekkkkkk

sup suppp

2009-04-25T09:09:00.000-07:00

oh hey everybody!check check!
so...i have taken 2 papers already for da final..foundation english and grammar..
those papers were ok la...no so tough not so easy..nahmean
hahaa next paper is on monday till thurs and then bleh baleeekkkkk!!!yesh!cant wait to go back home!me mish me mommy daddy bros and me satria...
huuuwww..
i'll be having listening&speaking on mon
reading on tues
writing on wed
and lassttt but not least, lhtl on thurs
killer papers maynn....especially lthl..with lottssssssss of theories in it...nahmean??
oh yeah...i am currently in moon's house kat shah alam..decided to went back to hers since i only have 2 papers this week..so i spend the rest of them at moon's laa..
and yeahh we went kareoke kat ebox yesterday...
imagine kareoke for 7 straight hours maynnn!!!ahhahaha sumpah serak suara but it was awesome!!damn dah lama xkarok...huuu...terrbaikkk
and i am so lonely...thank goodness i got 2 kill my loneliness with me gals...i love them all..huuu am not lesbo ok
NOT!
so..catch u all later..dunno wut else to write.. xD

cheers

blabla

2009-04-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

gosh!its been a rough and tough days 4 me lately...n couple of days ago?well try me...those days are my worst nightmare..but i think i've learned my lesson..not 2 post my pure stupidity on9..hahha...well..when vulnerability starts to kick in,u'll never know what u will do...oh yea i just want to say sorry 2 everybody..you know who u are..mintak maaf dri ujung rmbut ke ujung kaki...4 my big mouth..if that's what they call me..i dont mind..i did my part, yall did yours...so,i just hope there's nothing more to argue...and seriously,i need to be less personal after this..ammar said my blog was heavy with emotions..yea indeed...haha but seriously,if i really want to live longer,i need to stop pouring everything on my blog..or else i'll be dead by..i dunno.. one of these fine days?ahah..but yea,back to my worst nightmare..i woke up from that,and think of the things that i've done...the shit that i've got myself into..think about what my mom oweys told me..reflect and i moved on..this time is for real man..so fuckin real..thanks 2 don and ammar...well they never failed to back me up...i love u guys...and i'm saying this as a normal human being who will never escape from making mistakes..sorry and have a nice day,weeks,months or years..wutever..cheers.

FINALS!HERE I COME!!!!!

last class!

2009-04-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

whasuppp party peopleee!

so yeah..i went to my laaaaaaaaaaaaaaast class for the whole semester 2day...feel sad tho...the last class was mr.k class...and it was all about singing!yup2 we had to do singing performance for the last assignments..my favourite asgment of all!haha cool huh?i love tesl..muehehe
so we chose to sing "what i've been looking" from high school musical...it was my idea!yalah i love hsm..and da song is sooooo cute and happy...haha so we started practice a couple of days ago..its great 2 have someone like moon in my group!cuz we both love singing,she can sing and dance..i can sing and dance..iko,nisyak and b were good 2!so da whole practice was awesome and insanely exhausted..haaha after practicing,we will have an aerobic type session..switch on Jai Ho then nari ramai2...me and moon and b will give the instructions..and we all do the same movements...sumpah style..hahah last night was the last practice..we went to kdai and i bought ayamas frozen crispy chicken..smbil nari nyanyi kta goreng ayam..seb bek xhangit..ahahhah then eat eat!i had so much fun!thanks gurls!i love yall!

so today we got to perform everything yg we all dh practice la..1st group 2 perform is pradeep's group..they sang beautiful by akon..hoho nice2..2nd group was us!!!so we did our own hsm version..haha got the vid but forgot to take it from my fwens...aiyakk..we're the only group that has all the choreography and shit..tgk la sapa dlm group..me and moon..muehehe...3rd group was katy's group..they sang kiss me and a bonus song from them+greg's group..lagu pieces..huuu cam sdey ja lgu...so the 4th group was greg's...they were so cool la since amir and baba brought their guitars!huuu...they sang i live my life for u...what a sweet song..duresh group was the 5th...they sang stay by estrella...and the last group was tara's group..they sang jai ho!hahaha and short after they finished,they asked the whole class to do chicken dance...wtf..haahaha but it was fun!i did the chicken dance with them girlss...ahahahahh and the results were out after we finished...

ehhh not yet!everybody started to ask mr.k to sing..and after dipaksa,dia pown nyanyi..damn he can play the guitar!!!!!mr.khairul can play guitar!huuu..sumpah package...dh la ensem..pndai teaching...hilarious..sporting..and 2 make it even gempak,he can sing and play guitar..huu...lelaki idaman kottt...unfortunately,dia bru ja kawen sbln lepas..ahhahahhaha nvm...so he played the guitar along with baba...memula ckp nk wat 3 songs ja...but dragged smpai i dunno how many songs..hahaha cuz we refused to go back..eventho dia byk kali ckp who want to go back can go back now..tp we all wat xtaw ja dok ats krusi..xmaw bgn..ahhahahah so nak xnak dia carry on...and he played erm..what song tah..cannot remember..me and katy started to cry dh dat time..emotional lak tetiba...and mula mrebak kpd org lain..hahaha...feeling sgt2...so after dat he gave us the results la..and guess what!my group got the highest markk!!19 over 20...hahha we were sooooooooooo gumbira!girls,what team?! SEAHORSE! what team??! SEAHORSE!!damn im going to miss all of u guys..alaa mcm next sem xjmpa plak...ahhah so these are some pics from the class 2day...i love my classmates so muchh..huuuuu emo2

moona and me bebeh!!

standing-dida,mr.k,baba...sitting- amir,ibal,greg

mr.k mmg ensem..huuu and we all mmg chun..ngehehe

beuuuuuuuutiful girls... ;D

hellyeah this is our group bebeh..SEAHORSE rocks!tgn 2 yg penting..hehe

my life,my strength

2009-04-14T10:26:00.000-07:00

mommy, i love you so much..thank you for always being there for me..
thanks for the advices..
i told my mom about everything..
as always,she told me to be strong..
i asked her, "mak baca x msg yg angah send tu?"
and she replied she did
and i asked her again, "why mak x reply..xkumen psai 2..mak kena kumen taw dak.."
then she simply replied.."mak xnak anak mak susah hati.."
and she started to answer my qustions 1 by 1..
giving all sorts of advices..she was so calm..i could feel that as if she has lifted the weight on my shoulders...she was so calm...and suddenly i started to cry..
i said i didnt mean to do all of this...
and i know i didnt even care to cry after what happened..not until just now..
mak,i love you...
she made me cry..
i listened to all of her words..and i couldnt help myself to cry
i told her im a big girl..u dont have to worry about me..personal is personal..study is study..it wont affect me..well maybe a bit but dont worry mom,i know how to deal with it..
i just need to hear your voice..that's my biggest strength of all.
you are simply the best mak..always.
i cant promise you the world,i cant promise you the wealth,but 1 thing for sure,i can promise you that 1 day, i will grad with flying colours and you will look at me and proudly said,that's my daughter.my one and only.
i wont disappoint you mom.
dat's my promise.

i love you.
and abah,i love you too my handsome abah.
you both are my life, my strength.
i love you.

blood is red...yalaa obviously

2009-04-06T05:50:00.001-07:00

monday monday monday!ok no need intro...2day i woke up at 7.30...went to prof.e class..did a presentation...damn i was shaky and nervous like hell...prof.e is da type of person who doesnt tolerate..harsh..perfectionist...suma org cuak bila class dia...oh ya 1 more thing,kuat membebel..she will spend 2 hours nagging and another 1 hour to lecture..xpala..dh biasa...and i was sweating all over..the only class yg i feel so limited to be myself..to present how i like to present..to be original...i cant b original..suma kena jaga..tidak kena tembak free2 ja dgn org tua 2..no manners la,no respect la,rude la,try 2 crack jokes la..aiya...she's so hard to deal with...nvm..i did do my best during my presentation..she complained that my voice wasnt loud enough..i thought i could escape from being her victim..but i failed la.hahah...nvm nvm..

so ni yg nk gtaw sgt2 nih!2day ada blood donation kt my faculty..today till rabu..hellyeah FLS rocks!sumpah dh lama nk donate blood..dari dlu lg...well i must say student2 unisel nih pemurah darah..sbb ramai sgt jd donor!clap clap!haha i read the how to say,syarat2..haa cm syarat la..u must be 18 over,sihat,tidur melebihi 5 jam,makan b4 donate,XWAT HUBUNGAN SEJENIS..wtf..so hubungan len jenis xpala kan..no la 2 married person la..haih...what were u guys thinking...ahahha cam lawak la plak tp betoi la...lu maw kasi derma darah biar kasi darah bersih dan suci la...tgk 2nd point dh slek...shit ari2 i sleep at 4,wake up at 7...do the math la...so few of my fwens pown were facing the same shit..tidur xcukopp..haih...so we decided to sleep secukopnya tonight so that 2morow we can let the syringe suck our blood like it dont care lah...haha..cool..i can finally be like my abah...my abah dlu askar..he oweys donate his blood dulu...his blood type is O..so hopefully i have O jugak la..sy kan anak abah..ahaahah but i might have B since my mum is a B type...nvm la...2morow kita akan tahu...my abah sgt cool bila dia slalu jd pemurah menderma darah..hihi...my abah lg sgt cool bila dia seorang yg cool,bertambah2 lg cool bila dia style dan look younger than his age..dlu,there's one person from matrik asked me..."weh yana..yg nek keta bm 2 sapa?abg ang ka?" i said to myself...damn sumpah abah cool....he's my freakin bro maynnnn for realll!!!and i was like playing along la..i said halaaa abg aku la...ahahhahahhha abahku muda...abahku abangku...cool...cam byk sgt lak cool aku guna..so sumpah abahku rocksssssss!but then i told my fwen the real shit la..he's my dad...and he was like gila nmpak muda noh pak ang...haaaa tgk anak la.ahhhahha sy anak abah sy!!!

oh yea...melalut cita daddy cool plak..so abahku..esok angah nk donate blood jgk..mcm abah dlu..eheh..well i told my mum bout this..so she was like haa bagus la 2....donate la..well my dad mcm xbrapa nk ok sgt..cuz he said after we donate kn,we tend to gain weight easily..so what he's trying to say is,he doesnt want me to b gemok la.ahaahahah abah2..trying to scare me ehh...but yea i still wanna go and donate my blood 2morow..along with my fwens..

td ada 2 of my fwens ni nk donate..so they went thru the test and only one of them ja lepas...cuz d other 1 ada kesan bekam yg xbaek lg 3 4 bln lepas..i dunno lah apadia natang 2..huhu...so yeah..we all masok rmai gla just to look at B,we call her B..just to tgk B kena cucuk and all that.ahhahahah sumpah kecoh when all 5 of us msok blik donation 2..u know they asked her to lie on a bed and put kain putih 2 cover her pinggang ke kaki..i was like..nak besalin ka apa..cool la we get 2 make a bersalin scene..trust me we did...everybody dlm bilik 2 suma dok gelak..haahaa its fun tho...even we all just nyebok ja..yg nk donate sowg only..ahah..and B,she is this lawak type..she says thing yg org xtpikir and insanely lwk..so..she played along laa..our delivery scene was a success..haa then she became chuak bila tgk jarum..ahahaha but everything was ok la..1 packet darah tlah bjaya diambil dripada beliau..2morow my turn la plak..huhu...me,iko,bella,meera..haa..2moro i'll hook u up with my version of blood donating plak..cool?cool...

cool shiznittt

2009-04-04T22:29:00.000-07:00

bday aritu...rasa mcm xlengkap plak xsmbut dgn kwn2 rapat aku..ain,zarif,don,ammar,iwan,naim..huuu wndunya kt u guys...and i still haven't got the chance to celebrate it with imran either...yesterday i went to mid to do what i love best,SHOPPING.haha..so i went there with nisyak and yey,don pown ada!this very best friend of mine is like my blood brother..we're twins..arent we don?haha so yeah da 3 of us pown p la mid...i was looking for nike sneakers but couldnt find one yg berkenan dihati..from one shop to another...i cannot remmber how many shops have i entered just to find the right shoes....went to nike,the other nike,adidas,last2 i went to studio r...haaa..which was the right place for me to find me shoes....hoho..and damn there's a pair of kasut yg amat chunnnn...kan nisyak kan?kan don kan???nike tennis wehh..chunn gilak kasut 2...but...come to think of it,beli watpa kasut tennis..bkn men tennis pown..hahaaha...but then don gave me this wittiest line of him..ang bli p la kasut 2,ska ati la kn wtpa,ang yg bli,dwet ang..ang nk wat kasut 2 jd cawan pown blehh..ahhahha sumpah lawak cara dia ckp...and i was like haaa kan..dwet aku..huhu...but i didnt buy that one lah..p usha adidas sat..then i found this kasut yg chun..ok la don n nisyak said its chun so i was like ok lah..try try..so yea i think chun la..so kasi angkat...eventho da size is a bit besar than my actual size..but nvm..skit ja..so yea paid for it..then i went to some shop to find the baju...

actually da reason why i was so eager to shop is bcoz im going to cloth n clef next week!!a must-go event where my boys,don,ammar,zarif and naim are going to perform!yay i get to meet the rogue squaddddddddd!!sayy whatttttt!!ahahha excited plak..but i am looking forward to see my boys standing on da stage and doing their thang and bust rhymes and kick asses lah...hoho i love my boys...triniti is da real shit mayynn...so cloth and clef is on next wed..c u boys on next wed okaiiii!so yeah,bought some baju from romp..don pown beli jgk..its all about black bebeh..nisyak xbeli apa2..sekadar meneman shj..alaaa cak nihh...lenkali shopping,kna shop ok...oh yea i call her cak..cuz nisyak cam pnjg.haha..so brabes byk gak smlm..then blk at 5 cmtu..and reached unisel at 7 sumtin2...i had fun smlm..i oweys had fun kuar with don..and he oweys main2 bout my cheek..well my boys suka memain bout my pipi..don call it muffin,kaya ball,zarif call it hamster,kaya ball also..hahahaha but nvm...i still luv them..haha..and nisyak,thanks sbb tman ya..i had fun with u too my darling..hehe syg semua!

mari masak brsama saya

2009-03-31T19:42:00.000-07:00

ari senin arituh me and moon plan nk msk..so we both went to pasar mlm kt area2 unisel nih..at 6.30 cmtu..tiap2 senin ada psar mlm..so me and moon went there lah to buy things to cook...she told me she wanted to cook ayam mayo...i was like wahh..moon,u can cook ka???u told me u dunno how 2 cook..bluffing ehh...ahahha and i've never heard or even taste the ayam mayo b4...so yala cool la i said the kitchen is yours 2nite..haha..cuz usually i'm the one who oweys cook for my girls..u know..i like cooking..they know i can cook and they oweys make me cook..huuuu....its ok i luv my girls.. ;) so went to pasar malam and bought ayam satu ekor..sekor cukoooppp...and some veges,then went 2 kdai 2 buy telur and mayo...unfortunately i dont have fridge kt umah...tidak mmg borong abeh la leh simpan lam fridge...nvm...next sem i'll be getting 1...no,we'll be getting 1..and i bought soya 2 bungkos besar...cuz ramai kot..mcm wat knduri lak mlm 2...byk gak la brabes dwet me an moon ptg 2...well xksh la bkn slalu nk mkn besar2 nih..heh..so went back home and prepared da things to cook..oh yea the menu for that night is ayam mayo and cendawan goreng tepung..nyum2..msk2 and siap and mkn and sumpah ayam mayo moon wat sedaaaaaaaaaaaapp!!tuan dan puan,cara2 membuat ayam mayo,mula2 ambil sebiji bwg besar,9 ulas bwg putih,dan halia sebesar ibu jari..kisarkan bahan2 itu dan gaulkn dgn ayam yg tlah dibasuh..perapkn skejap dan msokkn dlm kuali..belanga...periuk or mana2 yg tuan puan suka..lps itu msokkan sebotol besar mayonis,gaul,biarkn ayam msk...hidangkn.hohoh!!sedap weh wa ckp sama luuuuu....

so smlm plak i cook mee goreng 4 them..kureng cket rasa but them girls ckp sdap ja...ampa mmg...nk amek ati la kunun an...dun care lah..jnji ampa mkn..so td i woke up at 7 cmtu..my alarm kejutkn..bapak ngntok...cuz 2day da jnji dgn iko and bella nk p dewan sama2 cuz nk p amek slip clearance and exam..thank goodness org untok line bank slip xramai..line cash rmai gilaaa...bdk2 nih xti bank in dwet ka..haih but its a good thing tho..xyah nk queue pnjg2..hehe..

final da dkt..i think im ready...doa2 la dpt 3.5 above..amin....

testsssssssssss

2009-03-29T09:10:00.000-07:00

damn its sunday...i just got back from muna's place...oh yeah went out to ts with mr.imran to lepak2 with him..we watched Talentime!!!sumpah best gila cita 2 wehhhhhh!u guys should definitely check it out!!!sumpah besttttttt..worth ur money..dun wory..yasmin ahmad,u did it again!!ending dia sdey...i couldnt help myself to cry..even my sayang pown emo jgk...hahaha i tot xdak prasaan..hahah..but yea its ok 2 cry cuz cita dia mmg sgt sgt best and bla time to get emo 2 mmg emo abeh laa i tell u...it doesnt make it a great movie just bcoz i cried..nooo...its simply bcoz the whole story mmg best...i dunno how 2 describe sbb best sgt..huhu..congrats to all of the actors la..and yasmin ahmad 2..for another huge accomplishment!hehe mcm dia nk baca plak kn...and sygku,thx yah..luf u luf u!

so....umm...i have 2 tests 2morow u know.....had Learning How to Learn(LHTL) test and grammar test.. shit im going to screw my lhtl test...u know with all of the friggin theories i had to cover..and trust me..its friggin lotssssssssssss of theories..no activities,no exercises,no practicals..just words...merely words...and trust me..me and my classmates,we dont even know what we've learned.. i mean...gosh..u know...theories...hanya teori semata mata....haram xdak bnda len melainkan tulisan...dan mereka sgt2 byk..sumpah byk...xtipu..and esok test...and i just gone through everything without even care to understand it..cuz its fukin alot mayyynnn!!!there!the F word..now u know what i mean by alot huh..not appealing at all lah those notes...compact and serabot and packed with words..ONLY and sumpah i dunno which part should i read..cuz its too many!i think i should stop writing bout it here...i mean i dont care..lantak lah nk kuar apa esok..wat pala taw dh...haha..4 grammar of course i have and i must score!wish me luck!

empty

2009-03-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

im not happy....i feel wasted...i dont even know how should i feel anymore...i dont know who can i talk to...i need my mom..everything has started to fall apart...my life..my pride...what should i say..what should i feel...as if everything i do is useless...it means nothing....i did stupid things.i apologized.. but i never get the chance to stand up for myself...not in this life anymore..i'll be the blaming figure..i'll be the laughing stock..i'll be the one who always cry in the corner of my room..with nothing to say to stand up for myself.........

im weak..vulnerability starts to kick in...i feel hopeless...i cant hope 4 anything..i am full with things to be blame...why is it so hard to tolerate?why is it so hard to put urself into someone's shoes?i'll be whatever u want me 2 be..u said things.just simply said things..i'll never had da chance to stand up for myself..

never.

thursday thrill

2009-03-25T23:04:00.000-07:00

hey hey supp people!its thursday and thursday is da day when i only have 1 class 2 attend..well unfortunately only today lah...why?bcoz usually i'll be having 3 classes on thurs..9 am till 4pm...but today is special..why?bcoz da class at 9 is canceled...and i attended mr.k class..as usual.. and then our class rep told us dat there's not class at 2 diz evening!so cool..why?bcoz those generous-to-cancel-class lecturers are awesome!..no lah..they have a meeting...so..its a meet-sing for us lah..hahahaha..oh yeah i told u about the speaking games in my previous blog aight?so today, the other 2 grups conducted their games..the 4th grup carried out a tongue twister game...yea u know betty botter bought bitter butter and shit..haha dont care if its wrong..we sit in a circle and they played the song and we need to pass a box with tongue twisters in it... so basically when the song stops,dat so lucky to be unlucky person need to face the unluckyness la kn..ngahaha the shit went like i dunno..45 minutes?who cares as long as we're having fun! ;))

the game after the 4th grup la yg best...the 5th grup conducted a role-play game!cool!we separated into 6 grups..each group were given da same situation..and here's the situation, "a wife discovered her husband is having an affair with their maid.the wife and the husband are fighting and their problematic child interfere them." and here's the catch, we need to act according to the theme that are dramatic,adorable,happy,rush,moody and oh shit,i forgot the last one..nvermind..so our group had 2 do a rush scene..haha..rush huh..so yeah we were the 3rd grup 2 perform..1st with their moody,2nd with their adorable..lemme tell you about the 2nd grup first..which i found the most hilarious scene of all..ok check this out..there were baba,greg,amir,ibal and dida in da 2nd grup..f.y.i these bunch of monkeys mmg org plg gila+spontan+saket jiwa+retarded dlm dunia lah...trust me..they are...sumpah lawak gila gila gila gila gila bdk2 nih..so..since the scene ada wife,maid,husband,and child only,they made up the 5th role as the 2nd wife!haha pandai2 ja..and imagine all-boys grup act as the wife,maid and of course the 2nd wife..so dida became the husband,ibal became the problematic child...amir aka amirah became the 1st wife,baba aka errr..baba as the 2nd wife,greg aka gregie as the maid!mwhahaha..imagine lah mcm mana maknyah..cmtu la those "women" act...with all the handbags,slendang and not 2 frget,the tangan!so yeah..the scene started when dida and gregie dok pndang2 jeling2 mesra2..u know..a straight guy with a straight guy flirting..big EWW!but it was funny as hell!!the face expression sgt2 xtahan..so both of the wives came in and snap!caught in action!so there were dush here dush there and "cat fight"..sumpah lawak..cm nk pecah prot dh gelak..mr.k covered his face cuz he's laughing like so freakin hard!the whole class did!hahahhaha..what a performance from those guys..they pulled it off..seriously they were so good..good at making pple laugh especially...and managed to be adorable 2..well mr.k said it is more 2 transsexual than adorable..hahhahahahaha

and wuts 4 our group?well we need 2 act in a rush scene..actually i think our performance was more into dramatic..cuz we were acting serious...so i became the wife..moona as the child,iko as the husband,and last but not least nisyak..the maid..i tell u haa..moona is so freakin good at acting!she's good at imitating people too!she can simply dig the character that she's going to act..just in 5 seconds..cool huh??seriously she is THAT good..and we had the less "hahaha" from our classmates..so i can say that we managed to put the scene into a rush and dramatic one successfully lah..since xbyk gelak2 sgt...hahah..muna did so well on her part..and as expected she get the award of best actor from mr.k!moona,ur da man!;D
nothing much from our group cuz yalah..serious and rush..so..we emphasized the "rush" lah..ahaha

well the other grups..they had their own scene..some were good,some were ok-ok...but we had fun..suma nk tnjuk skill blakon la kan..haha..but group 2,the transsexual grup tarbaekk lah..ngahaha

as for now..im searching some materials on choral speaking..i love doing TESL..ngahaha..so we need to perform our choral speaking on next tuesday..sumpah rasa mcm bdk skolah rndah..ahahha lama xbuat..so catch ya later!

cucur bilis adabi

2009-03-24T10:15:00.000-07:00

its tuesday..and yea eventhough its technically wednesday but im going to blab about my tuesday's agenda..well woke up at 7,oh yeah b4 dat...i am currently frying some cucur for my tummy..haha..check this out, frying cucur while blogging is very convenience and awesome!and you can save time too..doing two things at a time is like the saying baling batu kat 2 ekor burung yg malang in malay version..so yeah! kami dah pulang yana buat cucur,ulas saja tmbah air,adun sebati goreng dan sedia and the rest,u guys finish lah..uih kenyang.hahha ok enuff bout the cucur part..so i had foundation english class in the morning and listening and speaking class in the evening...foundation english was decent...finishing up the remaining groups to present..we ended up like 7-year-old kids again.and we will never end up getting older..cool..

so yeah after dat i had mr.khairul class at 2..he came back after a long 2 weeks of cuti kawen!hahah he just got married people...he's 28 if im not mistaken...hellyeah and he just got married..no more single mingle...ahhahaha and we were excpecting this fact lah..he entered the class with even a bit chubbier figure than before..not chubby lah..he's still in good shape..just dat he has gained weight..and he was like "ooohhkay..do not say anything,i've been eating like hell for the last 2 weeks" hahah typical married people lah..in 3 years if u people are lazy 2 take care or ur belly..especially da guys..well u know what i mean..i mean, nahmean? oh i just remembered! he told me his experience doing the akad nikah thing..so he only said the akad once..mr.k, you're the man!!but here's sumtin funny..he told us that there were 3 couples at the mosque doing the akad nikah at that time..so he was the 1st one..and the 3rd one...ok read carefully...u know the drill when tok kadi said the akad nikah..aku nikahkan dikau dgn blablabla rite?and the guy need to accept the akad with aku terima blabla...i dunno cuz im not a guy..so...yea its the turn for the 3rd person..so the tok kadi went like "aku nikahkan dikau sekian skian blabla..." and then the 3rd guy replied "TERIMA KASIH TOK KADI.." mwahahhahahahahahahh!!!!!sumpah lawak nk mati!!hahaha!!how the hell did that come out!!mwaahahahhaha!hilarious shit..and pity that guy,he had 2 do the akad 7 times..fuh..nice punchline anyway..guys,mr.k's advice,do not practice the akad before the day..and do not panic..gud luck..haha so yea back to the lesson..we need to carry out our speaking games and we did..with whole lots of crazy games..again,we morphed into a bunch of 7 years old little devils..cool..group 1 conducted a game called urm..oh yea spelling bomb or sumtin..2nd group came out with a fried banana game..ahhahahaha at first i was like what's a fried banana game..after a quick reflections,rupa rupanya game goreng pisang..ngahaha...english version of goreng pisang is hilarious!try it yourself..just change the whole thing to english..sumpah menggelabah when u change sumthin from its original version..like the wonderpet song in malay version lah..catchy but cool...haha..so our group?yes we were da 3rd group 2 present..we call it "what's the question" game..simple game,simple rules..i dont need to elaborate much on the game cuz its so simple..its like -the place where u go when nature calls..then u strike back with the question lah...-what is toilet?haaaaaaaaa a simple but brilliant game from group 3!so only the 1st 3 groups managed to present cuz we're running out of time..cant wait 4 the other 3 groups!

oh yeah..i just finished my book review asgment that i had to submit this thurs...the lecturer gave us a long long time ago..long nya..haha but only the last 2 weeks i started to read the novel and doing the asgment..well..i focused on the novel reading first..i was having a hard time choosing what novel shud i read..but then there this one particular novel came across my mind..and yes it is still among my chosen ones novel..One Night at the Call Centre is the title..a comedy type..with tonnes of humour in it..simply the best novel that i've ever read..yes i know there's someone remembering something about it..hehe i gave the novel and that person read it before..u guys should check out the novel too!expecially the girls. ;)) well the guys also can lah..no biggy..agree mr.anonymous?haha

soo thats all for 2day..another long version of blog..haha have a good day!

heavy

2009-03-22T21:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a chaos as f!well everything started when i went all the way from arau to a.star just to buy ticket..and thank goodness i got da ticket to kl eventho bas tmbahan yg 4 seat yg ku tidak gemar..but nvm la...as long as i can go back to unisel...so yeah,i waited for an hour and at 10am lebey2 bus dtg..i thought da departure time at 10 or 10.30..so nvm la i just sit and waited for it to depart..haha mcm nek flight plak...tggu pnya tggu, 11 bru jln..damn..i was like damn,im going to miss da bus to unisel!so wutever..sampai pudu at 5.15 cmtu...i was rushing and running to da next bus..and my fukin heavy bag was killin me...the tali ttba plak snapped..shit i hate trouble..so i had to carry the bag like hugging it..and carry the lappy bag at the same time..fuk...torturing time...fuk fuk...everybody was watching and giving dat diz-gal-is-strong look..hahaha i dunno...but i didnt give a shit..i was running without looking dh..and i saw da bus!shit i need to run faster!!and again,thank goodness i made it!my bag was such a pain in the ass...i put it aside and seriously,i was barely breathing!exhausted as f!so nek bas lg for another 2 hours...and i reached unisel at 8.15..damn i need to carry this bag lg...this time nk kena pnjat tgkt 4 plak!argh!sumpah mcm nk nanges...isk..so..yala..panjat punya panjat..guna tangga la of course..huhu...i made it to my house!!!mission accomplished!i chucked my bag and mandi,i cannot wait any longer 2 hug me pillow!sumpah penat...again..i barely breathing..kompom demam nih esok..haha i was right...today,i woke up at 6 sumtin and i was shivering....i forced myself to sleep..and i ended woke up at 11..i think i had dmam panas cuz usually if i demam,my body saket2..kpalaku pening.but still i still manage to post a blog kn..damn im awesome.haha so..yea..i didnt go 2 class..i think im going to miss grammar class at 2 also..mommy..i need you.....huuu...

b to da day!

2009-03-20T20:29:00.000-07:00

terasa mcm berabad suda xblog....huuuu wifi kt college mcm haram..so cannot on9 at all lah..now sy di rumah sy yg tercinta!hoho eventho xcuti,still nk blk...cuz i mishh me family...huu and fwens kt matrix..mish u guys 2..and hellyeah!smlm da wat bday party!mmg gmpak abes laa..huuu novieee,thx for inviting ur fwens smlm!suma geng2 msok air abes la kn..haahhha and thx sbb oweys ada dgn i..luv u manyak2!!yea i went home sbb nk celeb my bday with my fam and fwens..lgpn my hensem bro,well dia la kata dia ensem..hahah my bro pown ada kt umah so yeah!!celeb 2gether!and he gave me a bday present..i was so thrilled to know what did he get 4 me...cuz jrg dia bg bday present..mana taw prangkap ka nk pdajal org ka..ahahhaha but yay!its a bday present!andddddd its a baking book!hahah i was like...whoah,this is creative..a baking cook book 4 birthday..haha yea he knows i luv 2 cook and bake alot...so a perfect gift!thx bro!luv u byk2 2!

ok lets move on 2 what i had last night...i went out 2 buy kfc around 5..yea with am...sja bwk dia..dia nk spend quality time with kakak dia..ahahahaha okok so yea went to kfc and ordered 3 variety buckets that cost me rm97.65...why nk bgtaw harga tah..nvm...so afta dat i went to netboy...i just formatted my lappy so i went there to buy games la so that i can feed my lappy...hahah after bli cd gem tros blk lah..p psar mlm plak after that...hoho bli vege cket 4 masak...it was 7.30 cmtu and i was rushing laa..put everything dlm keta..the bihun goreng,kfc,choc moist cake,bday cake,and whole lot of mknn lg..and daku tros mmbawa kretaku ke matrik..tggu my fwens dlm 5 minit cmtuh,and they arrived and we set up everything...its was fun as f!hahhaha ada lak kn nk tiup lilin pown kna conduct choir dlu..byk gila lgu bday!and their most anticipated own version of happpy bday song....we wish u a happy bday we wish u a happy bday we wish u a happy bday and a happy bday...whahahah i was laughing my ass off like so hard!i waited for about 5minutes just to wait for them to finish the song and blow my candle..huu..so yea mkn2,gelak,mrapu2,gila2,haha i was having a superb time with them...this is what i call a birthday party...and im glad dat i got back..thank u u guys!!!sumpah best sgt2!oh wait..xabes lg..so we went to dk to watch movie...well those matrik students suka wat popcorn night ari jumaat..so yeah why not p join kn..i watch dragon ball..fukin lame and stupid movie..isk..but nvm la..as long as i can spend my time with my fwens..ehee..so after a long 2 hours of torturing movie time 2..we went 2 koOP..dpn 2 la bdk2 nih nk tgkap gmba and all that..ok...why not kn..so..i wasnt expecting anything other than taking pics nih..tetiba...bdanku dijajah dgn bnda halus yg berwarna putih yg dipanggil tupunggggg!!!!sumpah terkejut and wuaa abesla bdnku..kemuncak bday girl..aahahahah its ok...it was fun..eventho i was covered with tepung all over..thx girls..very KIND of u..huu...so yeah i went home and i spent 45 minutes in da bathroom just to clean everything!rambut xyah cita la...keras,beketul,sticky...and suma lah..so after cleaning myself,da wongi,i texted novie and my syg..hoho..laz night was freezin cold..hujan lebat gila...but it was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!im so happyyy..yay!

oh i also celebrated my bday kt unisel..with some of my classmates..sygku and his fwens dtg ohh...and we met at pusat plajar..where there are lots of kdai..and lepak2 kt kdai mkn with him..thx darling for coming over..;)) oh yea nisyak and iko teman mlm 2...hee..thx gals..their bday pown in march jgk..so the three of us celeb bday sma2!cooll!and i asked them 2 buy me some pizza bun kt bakery dkt2 situ...so iko and nisyak pown pergi membeli...and after a long waiting..maybe they were making the bun instead of buying kot..hhaaha..so ok la..and tgh2 smgt mkn bun,ttba,wuahh!!ada seprais!they lighted up a candle and put it on another bun and a happy bday tag!huuu...terharu gila..i was out of words...i covered my face..sbb at dat time,suma org yg ada kt kdai 2 were singing happy bday song 2 me!sumpah malu!huuu....yg knai yg xknai..suma ada..but yea...i love surprises! one great thing about suprises, u wont forget bout it...kn kn?and i wont forget bout it..thx ya iko and nisyak and sygku..thx sbb dtg and thx 4 da dunkin donuts..hehe..love yall!

so...dats all for my 19th bday!c u again for the 20th!haha no lah...c u in da next blog!;))

SORRY LOVE.

2009-03-05T06:02:00.000-08:00

baby, i know im not good at hiding my feelings. and i know i wont. im sorry...i dont know what to say..im speechless.. and i know i am being unfair to you...and terribly bad at treating you..i know that i was wrong but still i hold back and shut. i know that i made mistakes..especially something like this..i need so much attention from you and i forgot that i have to consider other things from you..i was too upset..and i know my ego took lead in me..i should treat you the same. and i'm so stupid 4 not treating you well.you were right, i dont understand you..not as much as you understand me..eventhough i told u i do understand you..but still i am far from that.and i hate myself for acting like one. sorry..terribly sorry. i know i was rude to you. and i forgot that you are always there for me even when you are not there.and i dont want us to feel far from each other but i feel something is pulling me away..and i dont like it..do not ignore me..and sorry bout what happen...terribly sorry.i love you.

renungan

2009-03-03T06:57:00.000-08:00

i read a blog about the end of the world and i think i should re-post it

Ustaz Harun Din .. korang kenal kan ?? dlm ceramah dia,ada mmbaca sebuah artikel yang mnceritakan bahawa dunia ni dah nak kiamat .. planet marikh (planet ke4 dan paling dekat dengan bumi) telah mngalami pusingan yg terbalik pada bulan september lepas. maknenye, planet yg dekat dengannnye juga (bumi) akan bertukar arah pergerakan. maka pada saat tu akan terjadi kejadian matahari tenggelam sebelah timur.ingat, matahari terbit sebelah barat, pintu taubat dah ditutup. tidak ada harapan lagi time tu. maklumat ni juga telah dihentikan penyebarannya oleh NASA kerana akan mnguntungkan pihak islam.

Untuk pengetahuan semua, sebuah planet bernama Nibiru atau planet 'X'(oleh NASA) sedang melengkapkan putaran orbitnya yang berlaku setiap 3600 tahun. planet ini 100 kali ganda besar bumi dan sama besar dengan planet jupiter( musytari). dijangkakan pada 21/12/2012 planet ini akan memberi kesan paling dahsyat kepada bumi dengan memutarkan kutub kutub ke kedudukan terbalik( polar shifting) yang dijangkakan oleh NASA. bulan mei 2009 nanti planet ini akan jelas kelihatan oleh semua penduduk bumi..so sama2 kita nantikan.. mereka mengaitkan peristiwa ini seperti yang pernah berlaku banjir besar zaman Nabi Nuh AS dahulu..planet ini tak menghentam bumi tapi tarikan gravitinya yang sangat kuat akan mengganggu bumi.ia hanya akan lalu diantara bumi dan matahari dimana kecerahannya berwarna kemerah-merahan seakan-akan anak matahari.objek merah di langit kelihatan AS dan negara2 barat lain sedang sibuk membuat persiapan menghadapi keadaan ini dengan membina beberapa penempatan sementara di banjaran2 gunung lengkap dengan makanan yang mampu bertahan 3 tahun kerana dianggarkan 2/3 penduduk bumi akan lenyap. di norway misalnya mereka membina sebuah gudang menyimpan segala biji benih di sebuah bukit lengkap dengan ciri2 keselamatan dan dari ancaman bencana(rujuk akhbar bulan februari, kosmo, Berit Harian dan lain2)

Untuk rujukan penuh sila cari kat mana2 web tentang NIBIRU atau video kat youtube.benarlah kata RASULULLAH satu ari nanti bumi akan hancur dan satu zaman dipanggil 'back to ancient'berlaku di mana segala teknologi pupus dan manusia akan kembali seperti zaman purba, berperang dengan pedang cara kuno.

Mengikut hadith umat Rasulullah akan hidup selama 1500 tahun... sekarang sudah 1439 = 426 + 13 tahun hijrah.... daripada ini kita ketahui kita akan bertahan dalam masa 61 tahun lagi.. Jikalau ini benar, bumi akan kiamat pada tahun 2066...

Saintis telah menjumpai sebuah planet yang lebih kecil daripada bumi yang menghala ke bumi.. Ia telah dianggarkan bahawa planet itu akan melanggar bumi pada tahun 2014. Amerika akan cuba untuk menukarkan orbitnya dengan menembaknya dengan sebuah roket... Dan saintis juga telah menjumpai sebuah planet yang juga akan menghentam bumi... Ia dianggarkan akan melanggar bumi dalam masa 60 tahun lagi.. Dan planet ini lebih besar daripada bumi... Jikalau ini benar, dunia akan musnah pada tahun 2065.

Dan dikatakan kuasa Israel akan mencapai puncaknya pada tahun 2007..Dan kuasanya akan jatuh semula dalam 14 tahun, iaitu tahun 2022, disebabkan oleh penurunan semula Nabi Isa ke bumi..Dan hadis mengatakan bahawa Nabi Isa hanya akan hidup selama 40 tahun dan dunia akan kiamat pada hari Nabi Isa wafat.. Jikalau ini benar dunia akan kiamat pada tahun 2062... Dianggarkan Bumi Akan Kiamat Antara Tahun 2062-2066... * Wallahu'alam. ..

Semua ini telah dikaji... Dan yang dipercayai paling tepat ialah hadis yang mengatakan bahawa umat Rasulullah akan bertahan selama 1500 tahun... Kita telah berada di bumi ini selama 1439 tahun... Cubalah anda kirakan sendiri..

wallahu'alam..

so...i quickly go and search for the videos about nibiru as soon as i read this blog..honestly as a muslim..bila baca benda2 mcm nih mmg menginsafkan sgt...i am lost of words..and i know it is time for me to change..and you guys should watch the videos too..thanks to fifie for the blog..

marchhhhhhinnngg marchhhhh

2009-03-02T09:13:00.000-08:00

hellyeah it's march and march is definitely the month that all of you guys had been eagerly waiting for!!!and why is that? it is absolutely because of my becoming birthday!oh my!im turning 19!omg omg!hahhhaha drama...sososo yeah this exciting march is going to excite me for sure..i have so many birthdays queuing up! iko's is on the 11th, nisyak's is on the 12th, my bro's is on the 17th, mine is on the 18th, my adik is on the 28th!!seee i told you its going to be a hell lots of excitements going on this month!especially on the 18th la...cuz its so special..and cool and exciting.
ahhahhaa damn i cant wait!

but i'm preparing myself to expect the unexpected..AGAIN..hahha lets see wuts gonna happen...cuz yala...i am far far away from home and this is my 1st time celebrating my bday away....huuu...so..i dont know what to expect for my 19th bday..just wait and see what's up..aww...bummer...

and imran adam...i mishh u gilaaa....make sure u take a good care of yourself there ok??and dont forget 2 save money 2..or you'll end up suffering from starving.. am i treating u like a 5-year-old kid or sumtin? indeed!ngaha and dont forget my bday taw!heee

to all of my fwens, ain,don,zarif,ammar,naim,amy and just anybody who will be possibly reading this,igt bday aku..hahahhhha xleh blah kn?ahhaha

so rmember, march is all about giving and taking and sharing and loving...bcoz march is my month..the month of excitements. feel the difference.

adios!i love u imran!

back home!

2009-02-24T05:50:00.000-08:00

suup suuppp bitchhassssssss!!!i mean peopleeeeeeeeee!haha damn i miss me bloggy!!!!oooookkkai....i am currently on my mid sem break..which is a one week break..and shiet like those freakkiiinnn assignments are spoiling my wonderful times at home...and stories about bitches talking shiet behind my sexy back is sooo bitchy and yea that's what bitches do anyway you bitchhhassssss!so yea f those bitches big time..i know im the nicest anywhere wherever i go...no doubt...i love being nice but mind you people who dont dig the nicest...bitch...go dig ur own grave then..haha but yea stuff like this is so immature...so old fashion..talking shiet bout others is part of the game..the game that in the end, i'll be laughing my ass off like soooo hard and call those bitches steewwwpidddd...hahahah apa benda aku mrapu nihh...haizzz...

btw....i went home by train!!walaohhh!!!me 1st time!and its crazyy and funnn!and i went home with my syg la of course...imran adam,syg u lebeyyyy!haha....its a freakin long and exhausting journey...a freakin 12 hours!but me syg kept me entertained all the way..haha good things people...good thingsss...and i went to his place on monday..oh yea he asked me to cook for him and his family..i was like whatttt???are u serious???and trust me,i did go there and cook for him...and guess what?he helped me cookinnnn!aww so nice of u ma darlin...we cooked together gether and have fun cookin...but he excidentally cut his right thum..it was like..bleeding badly and i freaked out!!!like seriously freaked out!poor u syg..sorry....but i had great time cooking with him...it was my first time cookin with a guy tho...my boyfriend..haha i love it!!!!!oh oh he asked me to cook ayam masak merah...ahhh before that...we went to tesco to buy all the stuff...and i was worried lah if the ayam masak merah xsedap ka apa....kept on saying that to imran...and he was like.."ishh confident la skeeetttt.." hahhahahah and thank goodness ayam masak merahku sedap!my glorious moment!but not until i heard the comment from his mum...jeng jeng jeng.....she said its deliciaso!yes!i know that my cookin is good...bwahahahaha

and after makan2 we lepak2 la plak kan...i asked him to teach me to play guitar and changed my mind after watching him play the chords...i mean..susah kott!!!huhu....maybe guitar is not for me...mayyybeee... T_T

so...thats all for now...dunno what else to write..i mean type..i'll hook u up with the updates!!

loooooolll

2009-02-11T05:15:00.000-08:00

hey hey!!!its my blogging time againnnn..yay!but i have nothing to write really...cuz...but there's a thing i want to share with u guys
hehehe
i went to shah alam last monday..i drove there!all the way from btg bjuntai to shah alam...ok thats all for now...i dunno what to write!!huhu

crap crab crop

2009-01-31T06:19:00.000-08:00

haih........i dunno why do i feel so lazy+berat ati+sad nak blk bj nih....i mean i really reaally dunno why...its not that i have never been away from home b4...its just that..tah...rasa mcm xmaw blk...huuu...dh la ada 3 asgments lg xsiap..sheeezzzhhhh......but smpat kot finish..and..i saw those sumkind of flyers kt page naim and zarif..wahh...dasyat eh triniti now..haha...i feeel like goinnnnggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ammar asked me whether i wanna go or not to the event weeeks ago...i told him i'd love too!plus nak jgk bg support kt kwn2 kn!haha cant wait to see u guys performing!!yayy to triniti!and AOA la of course..hehe..oh guys,if yall reading this kn,that song that i've been talking about dh siap..hehe..but its not perfect lah...since xdak instrumental shiet lg..huu...sygku imrannnnnnn...guitar cpt!!!sy sudah indie...ahhahaahahaaahahaah

wuaahhh!!mlsnya nk blk!!!!!!

la-la-loveeeeee

2009-01-30T07:17:00.000-08:00

heyyyloo loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee....haha oh my...how should i start this off...i've been searching for that L thingy for almost a year now...i mean searching for the best...well i did...i have found someone that in some funny ways i think he's the best for me..but yeah...there are things that u cannot have in this world,he said...so i moved on...going places...meet new faces...u know..shit like that..so i was in some kind of "dah malas" mood to search for someone new..i was just doing my thing..i dont really mind about the people around me..you know when they say expect the unexpected or impossible is possible or the other way around...so...everything was yalaaa...unexpected..myspace thing...haha i have to agree,teknologi sometimes juga membawa kebaikan.hahaaaaa....okok back on track...so..i met a guy...his name is imran..i did mention about him in my previous blogs..heee...so yeah...mcm biasa la...kenal2..i dunno lah why i gave my phone numba to him dlu..that was sooooo unusually me...but i did lah..and u know when people start exchanging phone numba...yea yea u know the drill..if u dont just buat kepala taw la..huhu..and after a month sumtin like that...we meet...and getting closer and closer..he proposed me a couple of times..but i rejected him..cuz u know..im that kind of gal yg mmg crewet and very choosy and xsuka terburu-buru begitu..haha i mean like lets get to know each other WELL first..i dont care if he's jared leto or joe jonas or robert peterson or sapa2 la...lets break the ice people...then we can talk about u want me or i want u thingy..hahaha...

back to the expect the unexpected 2...tak expect pown leh fall for him....i mean who wont when he can play the piano for u,play the guitar for u,sing u songs,very very cute,sweet love songs and even make u a song!!not to forget when he can make u caramel,cook for u,i mean,wow..sumpah i didnt expect all of those things from him...how could i say no to him..tell me girls,how could u say no to someone like that....yes u wont say no!!!he let me discover all of those wonderful things about him time to time...and i must say u are one of a kind syg...awwww....i feel so adored!!!and i adore u lotssssssss!!and i am proud to tell the world,i'm yours..hehe ;D well i did do da same tho...he loves to hear me singing..i'll sing to him everytime he calls or i call..and its funny when i used to think he's sooooo not that kind of guy dlu...tp bla lama2 da knal..byk gla surprises...playing smart eh....huhu thanks imran.syg u lebeyyyyyyy...hehee..

and yessssssss....td we went out..dating la sng..hahaha we went to watch movie..yay Inkheart!!!best gilaa cita 2 xtipuuuuuuu!!ouh ouh!b4 that we went to the secreta de recipeeee 1st...had chicken cordon bleu!awesome taste!hehe..he ordered apa benda kebab tah with nasik...he had lunch oredy tp oder nasik..smartttt...tgh melayan chicken cordon bleu..mcm nama plakon high school musical la plak..hahaahha suddenly suddenly he said he's full dh...haishh...padahal mcm xsntuh pon mknn tu..haihh..pembaziran amalan syaitan la syg..haha...so i had to eat everything la....thank goodness i havent bekpes and lunch yet..so afta eating we went to the cinema..inkheart inkheart!!!love the story line!people who agree,raise up ur handsssssssssssss!!!!sososo afta finished watching muvi,he took me to his house..oh yea he forgot to bring the caramel that he made for me earlier..great.so we had to go back and take it...msa otw,ttba ada roadblock!chuak mamat sblh aku nihhh...hahahaha but we're fine..no saman2 thing..i mean just relax!its not that u just killed sumbody or u rob a bank or what not...but i undastand la if org xdak lesen tp bwk keta mcm ada lesen rasa cmna kan..ahaahaha i told u to get ur L done dlu!!haihhh...soso...sampai umah,amek la caramel 2...then blk umah...and rasa caramel,sumpah sedapppppppppppppppp!huuu muchoo graciasssss me amorrr..heheks..to imran,i really reallly enjoyed our time 2gether-gether td....thanks for everything ma darlinnnn =)))

fuh..blog entry terpanjang kot..xD cant wait to go back to unisel and start classes!especially mr.k's class...trust me,he's da best lecturer i've ever met and had in my life!!and he's handsome n single too..haha okok enough..jgn mara eh im..hehe..ouh assignments!gotta finish em all!!bubbye!jmpa lg dlm blog sterusnya!

song alert!!!!!

2009-01-26T11:41:00.000-08:00

i dont usually sleep early...if there are times i do sleep early,trust me,ada la yg xkena..physically,emotionally,unusually..yeah wutever..so yeah i dont really get the idea of sleeping at a freakin 9 or 10 pm...i mean..shezzz...okla..dont want to argue lah..so..texted imran..like oweys..hehe..i think i have failed my konon2 janji la to myself to stay like...boys resistant..well eventually...haha so yea yall get the point...so lets get back to the cannot-sleep-early thingy,i was killin time with mags...imran had to sleep cuz he's sumkind of tired of the all day long trip keluar negara..ceyy...luar la sgt..p siam sajaaaa...haha...so i gave him permission to sleep...does a sleepy person need a permission 2 sleep???no...haha...so..ish i've been using too many many so dah...so.....haha so after reading mags,i went downstairs to make me a drink..another drink cuz u know...i just had 1 b4 that...it was only like around 2 sumtin sumtin..i still cant sleep...i usually doze off at around 3 or 4...dkat campus pown..eventho i had classes at 8.30 in the morning..but i've never failed to come early!hurrahh!!talking bout classes..arghh...assignments....ok those will come later..sososo i couldnt really figure what shud i do...suddenly suddenly,i started humming..random melody..random songs...keep on finding the right tune and melody and combining everything,vuallah!!(is that how it is spelled?) it became a song!!!its a love song..hehe..so obviously im in love lah..reaallyy???yea really...i quickly grabbed my phone and record the melody...by humming and alot of LALALA of course..haha..you make me wanna lala lala lala...tringat lagu ashley simps...i grabbed my pen and paper and i started to write the lyrics..sumpah it sounds very lovey dovey...huhu...well 2 me la..but i havent finished the lyrics yet..lacking of jiwang words kot...nah..thats not it...i was tooo over excited to post sumting about it!!so i just left the pen and paper like that!smarttttt......im thinking about doing it acoustic..like rawww mcm 2..as if i can play the guitar la kannnnnn...haha but imran can...i have the whole idea of the song..so maybe i'll talk to him and disscus about it later..kan kan kannn???so thats all for now!gotta sleep...its already 4.50..a perfect time to sleep!and i can wake up at 12!haha!i'll hook u up with the updates!laterssssssssssssssss

i need to take a guitar lesson!!!!!!

gila gila

2009-01-25T05:06:00.000-08:00

things that i've learnt in life is simple..what u give u get back...and yeah..that's basically what life is..if u think u're matured enuff,dont hesitate to think of what i've said...and im glad that he was having fun.happy belated birthday..yes u are an asshole anyway.

i am now in perlis 4 cny break...going to be here 4 like a week..do not mention or talk about a freakin assignment when u r on holiday or what not!u hear me? oh!me,ain,ammar went to alostar yesterday...wasnt really planned anything actually...the ideas of going out just came out of blue and we went out by car..yes my cute-like-owner beluved blue satria car...haahahha aww how i miss u so much me carrrr....so yeah i picked up imran,who is ermm how shud i say...my boyfriend-to-be in alostar..hehe and then we all went to a.s mall to watch movie..i've never been there b4 so the location is hella far!so we went to the cinema and there were like spirit and underworld and vallu..a tamil movie...we bought vallu ticket and went straight ahead to watch the movie..hahaha no la....we bought the spirit tickets..we want to watch underworld3 but it's at 4.30pm...4.30pm and end around 6.30..tell me what time can i reach home???night laaa!!!nk kena penyapu dgn mak aku kaa...huhu...so we decided to watch spirit...shit i thought the movie was like action-packed movie...crappy and nonsense btoi la that movie...sheesss....wasted my rm36!since i had to pay 4 all of us...so wasted my freakin rm36!huuuuuuuuuu....but overall was awesome!i had fun..and what was really sempoi for ain kan,she only brought rm2 to alostar..ahaahahah a freakin 2 ringgit!!so yalaa....thank goodness la i had the money...i paid for everything...but im not complaining lah...we had fun...so its all good...had double prosperity burger afta that!!oh heaven!i really really realllllyy enjoyed my day with u guyss...group hug..aawwww...huuhuu so reached home at 7.30 like that..fuh on time!haha what a day...

to that particular person,u know who u are...take time and realize..thats all i wanna say.i still care for u.

last one

2008-12-24T07:48:00.000-08:00

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gila ahhh...lama kotttt xbloggingggggggggggg...huuuuuuuuuuuu how i mishh u sho much me bloggie...
soso...
wow!!!mcm2 bnda jd kt aku..haha dri buruk ke baik ke kurang baik ke kurang burok..mcm2 la....and yeahh..i think i've grown up to be a better person..well agak la...haha and thanks to him..he taught me to be more mature..stronger...more realistic..i have to agree..he taught me alot...thank you..and just so u know...i dont hate u...i dont..i saja ckp suma 2...just 2 make myself forget bout everything..but memories are still memories...i just cant...but i moved on! ;)) alhamdulillah...everything mcm dh ok...i started to be more genuine to myself...i just know im ok when i dont have to be sad or upset anymore..its funny tho...sumtimes i pkir psal u..and sumtimes..i mimpi psal u...and i know..god wants me to forgive myself...and i did...i hope u forgive me.. but sorry..im not ready to face you ouhh....sangat2!!haha and cuz all these time i asa i byk wat slh kat u...

bout ur new love life tu..i wish u all the best..i know ur the type yg mmg penyayang abes!so have fun taw with her! she's such a lucky gal...i mean very2 lucky 2 have u..so jaga ur relationship okai zarif?? haih rasa cheezy aih..ahaha...asai wat blog nk cita bout us...i pown tataw nk blog apa lg other than things bout u..haahhaa..so..i think i nk wat la blog yg more bout me la plak...hope we can meet again my friend..ceyy ayat...gud bye

haaaaa dment!!apa lg..kasi check out la aku nya bloggggg!!!!
;))

7.21

2008-11-10T14:51:00.000-08:00

i know i havent got the time to blog lately...yea final exam and some minor and major things that happened....well everything was ok..i didnt mess up math paper eventho i thought i would..and..i think i've messed up chemistry paper..big time..when i thought i can do the exam well..obviously not..4 credit hours..and i just took it easy...by not being able to answer all of the questions?and not seriously study for the subject..well fuck dat...i dont care..wuts done is done..i got 1 more paper on wed..and i'll be coming home on thurs..and i had to be back on 20/11 for some loan matters..and i'll be away for three days for hiking shit,meaning i'll be back to perlis on 24...i'm glad that i had something to do for the break..plus,i wish i dont have to be free at all...so mummy daddy,bros,i'll see u guys soon.. those bags and boxes are killing me...gtg.

god,forgive me.

2008-11-02T06:17:00.000-08:00

mak abah abg ely,sowy bout what i've said..i just felt like i have to stop keeping the thing bout quitting micet from u guys...this is not where i belong...i just cant deal with all of those calculation shit...i hate math...just hate it...its time for me to make my own decision for my own good...my future is just foggy kt micet nih...im watching my roomates struggle for the exams..doing revisions,exercises and stuff...and i ask myself,why the hell cant i b like them...truth is,i have lost my interest..i feel like,ahh hell with the exam..just answer what i can,and get out from here..honestly,i just dont care bout the damn thing anymore...all i know is quitting..i want to do sumtin dat i want,dat i like...my passion is not here...my parents...all they know is i am capable of doing everything in my life...i cant do what i dont like ma...sorry bout the argument we had last nite...there are too many things that they dont know bout me...what i've been through...please gimme a chance to make my own decisions...im a grown up girl...i just cant imagine myself here in 2or 3 years ahead....

and my room mates keep on telling me to study...i wanted to but i just cant....its ok la gurls...just do whatever ur doing...just ignore me...i dont have future here..so no need for me 2 struggle for something that i dont want....jeles jugak tgk u guys dok study...bkk buku 2 buku ni...solving questions together....sharing the probs...but its ok.....just leave me like this....my mind is all messed up....its not that i dont want to study..seriously i do..

sorry girls..........

and now im watching this last year final exam paper...it seems easy....but i dont know what's gonna come out tomorrow..ma..sorry.....sorry sgt....

actually my carry marks for the subject is killin me...mmg kompem if i continue to study here,i have to repeat the subject...buang masa...style study kt sni lain...fullmark for carry mark is 60..the final is only 40....bygkn i already messed up all of the quizzes,test...cmna nk pass....seriously..im wasting my time....i just knew it all along....b4 i msok micet...its not my choice...i just came here bcoz my daddy told me so...i tried to fit in...but i failed...dont just blame me by saying im not struggling and trying....i already did....im sorry mak,abah......sorryy

whatever it is,im going to explain everything asap..im sick of crying.

i want cuti

2008-10-27T14:24:00.000-07:00

its 5.30am...urghh 1 more week to final...and..im not 100% ready....i got math test on wed,chemistry test on thurs,and engineering graphic on friday....damn...1st paper for the final exam is math ouhh...gilaaa....i tot im not going to see math or even hear "math" after spm...huu sdey...but..wat camna..wuwu....so...my bro siap pesan lg..hui exam dh dkat,jgn main byk....damn he knows dat main2 thing...ok bro,ur da one yg teach me to play games,like..alot...so i blame u...haihh..yana focus focus!!!do the freakin exams,finish em all fast,then ur out of micet ferr guwwdd!!!yahhh!yahh!mummy daddy am wait ferrr mehhhhh!!hoho!

so....yay im going to see my fwens yg tercayanggg lg terkaseh nnti!hahah terkasih..exist ka?huhu...yeahh my f to the 3 star king english asgment dg siap!rasa2 mcm dh xdak dh other than dat one...hmm...kot...huhu...btw naim..awww i just luuvvv dat smiling blog of urs...awww adorable sgt2!!huuu....thx2 muchoo2 times!

to zayef,ain,don,ammar,naim,dikwan...c u guys in perlis ssssoooooooooooooonnnnn!
mwah2!!luv u guyss mucho2!

overniteeeeeeeeee

2008-10-26T03:54:00.000-07:00

i am a big,huge,super,massive,fan of high school musical!yea i know its...umm...lame for some people..but i love hsm!and guess what...i went out to watch hsm3 laz night..and i must say its a total disapointment!!!!!raarrrrrr!hsm1 and 2 are even better!wuts up with the sket2 nk nyanyi..damn....agak2 laaa nk nyanyi pown...ni x...its like,duhhh better be a concert or what not.dont call it a movie.dont.tooo muchhh singing thing....too little drama..huhu...gimme back my rm9!haihh...sooo...afta watching the movie,me,amy and abg din went back to micet la...they were like "yana hsm xbest pown...bosan gilaaa..." arghhh i know it is!but not the 1st and 2nd one....huuuu......dang dang....tros moody...arghh..so....got back to micet and another daangg!oh i missed my match!!!!my f to the 4star -ing match!shoot...it was already 5 minutes till fulltime...wtf...draw?!against everton??draw???1-1?arghh shiettttttttt.....cursing here and there...its just a friggin everton la manu!why....huuu..so...lepak2..then mail and edy a.k.a kong(i'll tell u guys why we called him dat name later) munculll....haha tros "yana apa cita manu draw beb!dgn geng cikai pown draw..apa cerr" diam la dol..now i'm starting to use dol dh...zarif ar nih!! haihh...i was like " weh ni apa ni twun cafe pown pkai smart2..apa kesss" they were like " nk kuar arr...mcm retard ja dok lam blk dri pg td..." they want to go out but they dont have the car..brilliant!so without wasting any shiet,i mean time i called all the khidmat kreta sewa la..dang....smua abes!fuk!and i just,dh la u guys,aku blah dlu la..lepak blk....so..went back to my room...play gtar hero again...suddenly......................"weh yana!dpt keta dh!" apa lg...overnight weh!so....p amek keta,and hellyeahhhh all 5 of us kluar d malam hari yg msih muda..hahah soo went to watch muvi again,just 1 muvi left tp dh start bout 10minutes cmtu...so kasi tgk jala...bangkok dangerous sumpah best gilaaa!!!!and diz dude,mail...isk..he kept on saying "fuh awek thai cun2.....pasni aku nk p thailand p cari awek.." over and over again..

.......................

mail...get a life...we're watching that freakin muvi..shut da hell up....haihh.....ohh yeahh..there's a guy in the muvi,named kong...mail laa yg tetiba,"weh edy,muka ang mcm kong ah!" so we started to call him kong la bcoz of that muka sama thing..hahahha so abes muvi..perot mula memanggil,we all mula mencari..hahaha decided t0 eat seafood..hellyeah its 3 in the freakin morning and we went to the freakin beach hunting for foooooddd!!!!hahhahhhhahha! driving and rowling and lauging and bla3....another dang!!!!!arghhh tanjung bidara tutup!!!!wut da freaking hell!fukk dh la tgh lapaq.......urghhhh.......so...find another freakin beach...failed lg...and then we went to pntai puteri,arghhh heavennn!kedai makannnn!!at a freakin 4 am!hahaha....so i ordered nsk putih wif kailan ikan msin and tomyam...dayummmm sumpah sedap to da max!mail and edy asek wat lawak bodoh yg mmg bodohh gila....haih..we're eating la dol...eatinggggg..but yea i had fun.hahaha thx clowns!aahhaha

afta eating session we all p lepak pantai plak...depan kdai 2 ja pown..huhu....so...took out twisties and coke and soya and junkfood yg laen...lepak...best...angin pntai sjukk...huuu edy gave me his sweaters...aww...thx.....so alot of talking and joking and merapu2 and snapping pics...sleepy sudaaa....me,amy,khai kasi tdor tros..haha...tggal la those 2 clowns....bodo laa owg nk nap sat dok wat lwk bodo yg mmg sgt bodo...mana tahann..so we took off at 6.45 cmtu...no more lwk2 from those two...suma tidur sudahh...haha sleepyy ouhh....so...7.30 cmtu we all smpai...yanaaaa ur bed is calling!!!!coming2!!hahha bum!fell asleep till 5.30 in the frekin evening!fuhhh penat but i had lots of funnn!thx guys!some of the pics dat i managed to snap..haha budak2 ni buas sgt...haihh..

from left: mail,khai,edy

yannu and edy...comey kot..haha

eddie reza..yezzaaa...aww he's cute isnt he?

amyra syakira and ismail faris

mail ckp ni posing model suar dalam..hahaha

haihh....gmbr xjd..haihh

khai and edy..eh kong..

yannu the sleeping beauty,edy the prince charming,khai???xsnonoh bdk ni tdo tenganga!

weekend!!

2008-10-24T10:25:00.000-07:00

i read an article about dating stuff....i wasnt looking for any of those dating or love or wutever related to it...bkk2 yahoo tetiba ada plak psal bnda2 cmni...yea curiosity..so i cekout jala...here's sumtin dat caught my eyes...

"If a guy tells you that he's not ready for a relationship, take his word for it. Believe it or not, men really hate to disappoint women. So if he's "gotten up the guts to actually cross the threshold and tell you that he's not ready for a relationship, he means business," says Oikle. There could be a variety of explanations for his antirelationship position (he has commitment issues, he wants to meet other people, he doesn't see you as girlfriend material), but in the end, the result is the same: He's doesn't desire to be your boyfriend. End of story."

i was like...wtf..............
ok..what am i suppose to do...

i just got back from lepak2...actually td me and amy cooked sumting...umm kurma ayam,sardin and telur..so we decided to go to cafe instead of makan just berdua ja dlm blk....yg len balik umah...so....ajak my classmates..mail,edy and khai to join us.....mkn ramai2..best....but i wasnt really in a good mood..aka moody...and yea i just diam...mkn..diam...ckp cket..diam...and they were like..yana napa ni muka ketat ja...diam smacam ja...bkn slalu ang ka plg hingaq..hahaha....so i was like...nothing....went silent lg...and they kept asking me the same question..ish syg la kwn2 aku ni kt aku..haha...so....mls moody2...join the club la...hoho mcm2 bnda we all discuss...from study to schooldays to hostels to gals vs boys thing..haha then they ask me bout me being moody td...so i told them laaa wuts been buggin me..yeah i feel alot more better....and bla3...lepak dkt 4 hours...and finally got back to my room..sbb xtahan sjuk glaa...angin bukit..phm2 la.hahaa....so....i left my phone b4 i went out to mkn td....i just know even if i bring along the phone pown nothings gonna happen....so..i just left it on da bed....msa blk...bajet mcm smpai2 nk tgk la phone ada msg or whatnot.....haih..nothing at all..no msgs,no calls....ok whatever...i dont wanna waste my time thinking bout stuff i dont want to...damnnn...final is on da way....nak tgk hsm3.....damn....i should spend my weekend doing sumtin exciting...or else..oh...pls...study2....T_T dont go out..study...haha hell...study is not my thing..well not until final lah..haha hmm where shud i go eh tomorrow?hmmm......suggestion??

haihhh...

2008-10-20T22:49:00.000-07:00

yea..i read your blog...im out of words already...i wanna b dat guitar..damn..i just...i just dont know what to say...i wont stop...yea i just said i did...but i wont...its too early to say no to u...too friggin early...i'll wait...just like u did...be your bestie or whatever....i dont wanna wake up,feelin empty everyday..its ok...text me...i'll b good..i'll be fine...pls text me..

trivia

2008-10-18T03:51:00.000-07:00

hey guysss!its saturday...woke up at 2pm!and i just stay in my room...watching muvie...and now i dont know wut 2 do dah......haihh...so...how bout kta wat quiz cket?ahahaha okok lets!

Who among your friends know the real you?
my closest ones..ain,zayef,don

When was the last time you went out?
ummm....last week??

If you could kiss anyone who would it be?
him

What song are you listening to?
crush- david archuleta

who does it reminds you of?
him ;)

Last movie you watched?
im not single..haha

What is your favorite shirt?
many2

What did you do yesterday?
gempita raya!!

Do you wear contacts or glasses?
nope i dont

Do you trust your friends?
yes my closest ones

What annoys you?
umm....ntah..alot

Do you want multiple piercing?
dont want

Your favorite song in your player?
too many..;)

Last time you went to the mall?
last week kot..cant rmember

What was the last thing you ate?
nasik lemak!!sedap2

Which of your friends would make the best room mate?
bestie..ain,don,zayef,jum dok 1 room?haha

Last thing you bought for someone?
body shop fragrance for men..white musk

Do people ever spell your name wrongly?
couple of times...

What's the last compliment you received?
heyy nice voice!! xD

When was it?
last night at gempita raya

What's next on your wishlist?
always be "god,please lemme be with him"

Which performer's concert would you want to watch?
rihanna!!

What color are your nails?
colurless..haha

Date down a special day for you?
18 march ;)

In just one word, describe yourself.
irresistable?

fully describe yourself.
i like to be happy like all da time. i like suprises ALOT!

LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING
guitar hero 3 babyy...

LAST TIME U HAD YOUR HAIRCUT
4 or 5 months ago

DO YOU LIKE LONG OR SHORT?
long!

LAST BOOK YOU READ
i dont read book..haha

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP
text zayef bubu

LAST TIME U CRIED
cant recall

PRESENT PERSON U HATE
ada la makhluk tuhan tu

PRESENT CRUSH
dont have

LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO EARLIER
kak fatin..my roomate

WHO MADE YOU CRY
zarif ismail

WHO MADE YOU SMILE
zarif ismail

WHO SAID I LOVE U TO U
zarif ismail

WHOM U HAD A FIGHT WITH
zarif ismail

HOWS YOUR LOVE LIFE?
i dont know...

gempita aidilfitri

2008-10-17T11:38:00.000-07:00

wahhh!! bloggy i mishhh yewwww!!!! i got lots of story to tell...but erm imma pick one laa...not in da mood to type the whole thing..hahha so i just got back from malam gempita aidilfitri in my college!sangat besttt!!!bestt gilaarrr seriyaaasss!!!!hahaha the students mmg mlaram abes abesan la td...everybody with their own styleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesss yg mmg styleeeeeeee...sowi bubu cyg..hehe...so i got to do the hari raya singing thing and hellyeahhh i did it!!represent klab kbudayaan n muzik...hehe i sang lgu sloka hari raya and im yours..and thank god laaa everything went well...fuhh....i was like haihh dh la sound system hall mcm sayal....burok gilaa...takot owg xdngar suara plak..but thank godd!mic best!huhu....hellyeahh im rocking the mic la msa 2...haha best part is when pple puji u nyayi sdap la kan..hehe thanks guys..im flattered..huuu....and the best best part, ada band kt micet ni..nama band "abang sayang zaiton" ahhhahhaa sumpah nama catchy!hahha and band my classmates....they were rockin tha stage!!!kasi mix lgu raya mmg best gilaaaaa... congrats padi,am,edy and not to forget abg pugy sbg vocalist yg menten pndek lg cute...hehe.. and my another classmate,am yg join grup nasyid kt sni..sedap weeyhhh nyanyi!!harmonizing sumpah superb!kasi gangstarz satooooo!haaha and seniors pown ckp diz year's raya celebration tha best!hopefuly next year lg best!hoho!so the band,the kbudayaan,the tarian zapin,kuda kepang and stuff and the makanan!!makanan sedaaaaaaaaaappppppp!! satay n kuah kcg terbaekkkkkkk!huu.... so bla3 abeh....ohhh not yet!!lepas abeh...brlansunglah sesi berfoto berpoyo!haha yeaa happy timess...final da dkt..ahahhaa so dats all..thx 2 zayef yg wish gud luck juz b4 i started to sing..i was like dalin!i dh nk dkt nyanyi ni!!he said " gudluck deary!rock the mic!" hahha...dat "im yours" song that i sang 2 i dedicate 2 u la msa nyanyi..ahaxs!and umm.......yay!ahad ni ada english day!and battle of the band!zayef hewwwyeahhh 1 time!

11.06

2008-10-10T07:04:00.001-07:00

i was having engineering graphic class in d evening..and i got to do lab in d morning too...classes on a freakin friday..so e.g class went like normal till suddenly i got a message from don.."yana call jap?" class almost ended.dh rsa xsdap ati dah..cuz mcm jarang lak for him to ask me to call him..so as a good friend i replied him with a call..so i was right.. he was crying. that was my 1st time dengar don nanges..he was crying so hard..painfull..don,sorry bout this..i hope u dont mind...so i was agak tkejut...i asked him what happened..first thing that came out from his mouth is "am".

its ok for u to cry don...just cry as hard as u want...i will always be there for u...and just tell me whenever u need me ok...yea i know how does it feel to be u...so dont worry.

he told me everything..every single thing..i felt sorry for him..and i cant help myself to cry at the same time...i was about to cry.but i know,he needed my help..i have to calm him down..i hold the tears..and i told him to stop crying.but then i just knew that telling people to stop crying wont do any good..so i let him cried..and after a couple of minutes he stopped..and he shared his problems.

he said,he wanted to change..i said,dont.

but yes don,we're losing our sanity.

i went back to my hostel alone...i need to be alone..i started to relate his situation with mine..and i lied about having fever.im not sick. i just need to be alone.at least for today. im sick of expectations. sick of feeling down all the time. i need to change the way i am too..so i said to don,yes lets change for the better.

i still love you.i need u. but....i know u dont care bout me too much. and im not giving up..i wont give up.but things are not going to change if im the only one who's trying. u dont think about the differences between us do u? i malas nk ckp..malas nk ungkit2..malas nk bising2.but have u ever think bout u dgn i dlu and u dgn i now? we dont have commitments dlu..we were free..and leh kata ari2 jmpk..and not to forget the messaging thing. 24-7 dok msg..2 situation u dlu dgn i..yes u did suffer.but have i ever leave u even for a second?xkn?and u said u were trying?then think bout being in my shoes! do we get to see each others slalu?do i get to text u like all the time??no!bcoz we both have commitments!

"u,i've been doin a lot of thinking and again,i admit its my fault.i've been so carried away sampai lupa diri and nak divide time i..sumpah i pikir blk then i realize it was totally all me..i know i dont deserve your apology but please forgive me..i want us to be like we used to..im sorry.."

i kept this message.

mmg i ada ckp "sng u ckp"..yes. mmg! at least by having the chance to talk with the one u love everyday can ease the pain that you're going thru..and i dont even stand a chance to do so! and now you're telling me to be strong...strong huh..i know zarif ismail is strong.but not me..and stop buying and giving me things!u make me think that you're giving me chances when i know you're not!stop being so nice to me.dont treat me like im special!

i hate myself.

blabla

2008-10-08T23:30:00.000-07:00

skarang ni,everyday i wake up, i feel like xsmangat gila..gilaa laaa im still in raya mood...sumpah byk class cancelled..even yg xcancelled pown aku xpi..hahaha urm lets see....general chemistry,mandarin,urmm....well ada la lg...dh la final dh dkt,study???ceyyyhh kirimsalammmmm....since bwk laptop keja men gem ja...yeaa i play guitar hero bebehh... ;)
and my room mates pown mcm ehh yana xdak class ka???i was like, ohh cancelled...padahal xpown..hahaha well wutever..talking bout my final..i will be sitting for the final on 3rd of nov till 13 kot...damn got lots of paper...6 kot...chem,mandarin,p.islam,math,engineering graphic n computing...arhhhh...wtf...

last nite i had english class..sumpah boring...and to put it even sempoi,my english lecturer mcm xrti english sgt..is dgn are pown xrti guna..wtf...sempoi dak???haha i was like yea wutever,just end diz quick...and yea we got sambutan raya here on next friday...so i will be singing..again...umm dh raya lgu raya la kan...so haihh i bought this kbaya nyonya but jaraaaanggg gilazz..xbrani nk pkai..stgi jd tumpuan para manusia plak.hahahaha...
soooooooooooooooooooo what else??ummm....i read don's blog just now...uihhh very inspirational...ahaha don i mishh u daling....bla kta nak declare couple??we've been hiding bout it 4 song long oredy...i think its time to let them know....umm...dontchu think??haha

haaaiiihhh....

i had a talk with a friend laz nite...he's been the one yg oweys listen to my bebelness and mrapuness and luahan hatiness...

"babe,i feel like giving up"

"c'mon,not now?think about what i've said.stick to it.."

"he didnt care too much"

"just keep on trying"

u know...i dont want to say this but...i think i had too. you're being unfair..i dont know how should i explain the reasons.. maybe later...urghh....headache...

i know u might think ur not..but wutever everyone got their own reasons.

btw, im checking paula deanda's song,doing too much.
signing out~

caught in the middle

2008-10-04T11:45:00.000-07:00

ok..after having some chat with him...well i thought i would feel better after telling him what and how i feel..but i ended up to feel even worst...maybe its too early to say no to trying..so i wont say it at least for now..i hope i wont give up..eventho sometimes i feel like i wanted to...what if i end up to be like him...sick of trying and give up..and then feel nothing...but i know im not like that...i know im not that strong...but at least im trying my best...its funny tho...once u pray for it,then dapat,u dont want it plak...haha..maybe its true...God wants me to experience d exact situation...yea i dont mind...but im not sure if i am strong enuff to handle it...coz...i tend to give up easily...

hmm...

im just confused...and there are things that i cant just tell him straight...its like,i cant even open my mouth when it comes to something that i think might hurt his feelings...and i feel sgt kejam..for treating him dat way dlu...i wont forgive myself for that..and why laa cant u just tell me dlu...sumpah im so sorry...and see what i just did...i let everything out....everything...dont u ever suffer anything by urself....u know i wont forgive myself for making u cry...i wont..stop hiding your feelings...it will be a burden...just like u said...and im doing the right thing for letting it out...

raya break is over...im glad that i met u....and having the chance to see u even for 2 days only...i feel happy..sangat sangat happy...thank you for the beautiful gift...eventho i thought it meant something at first...hahaha that is sooo typical yana....treat me differently,buy me a gift,make me a card then i would say ohhh he is up to something..typical typical...but things are more clearer now.....i get it...

and i've been wondering if we can stay like this when you and me are back to college...i mean,if we get to do the things that we use to do when we are here...and not being able to do that when we are apart..im just too worried of losing you again..goshh..i'll be the happiest gal alive when i hear you say u love me again...put an end to all of these...or maybe im just aiming too high..maybe..

ahh...im tired...cant think straight....i dont know where all of those thoughts have gone...i am short of what to say already...maybe i should stop.

not much

2008-10-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

"if i ada,i'll let u know"

arghhhhhhhh dont say dat ayat to me.....i feel like dying everytime u said dat...i wont ask anymore.i wont give a shit.

enuff

2008-09-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

okkai i managed to get home early..luck was on my side...i bought the last, 1 and only ticket to perlis..fuh..so i am currently at home..yea my friends are here too..i was so freakin happy when i was on my way here...yala spa xsronok leh blk awai,but then,i dont feel excited like i did b4..i feel like..tah la.........fwens,why cant you guys just at least, if you had plans or something,tell me la.....eventho those plans dont suit me ka apa....ni i text u guys,xrply la apa la...especially u zarif.im so sick of u treating me like i dont mean anything to you...and don also..and irwan and everybody! you guys might think this is nothing but i dont! ckop la i dont feel like i have friends in mlaka,but dont make me think i dont have friends here either!i just dont understand guys!i tried my best to get here early. bla jd cmni u guys make me think twice..bek blk ari ahad lg sng..maw kwn2 pown layan xlayan..i know i dont get to see you guys slalu...its like,you guys dok wat hal u guys,tggai i sowg2 kt sni..xtaw apa2 pown....i pown ada kt sni!argh!!!i dont feel like i care anymore!!!i dont wanna care bout you zarif!you guys know i mrajuk..but u guys wat xtaw ja..thanks to ammar..he's the only one who's trying.he knows how does it feels 2 be in my shoes.how could you guys......bnda ni mmg nmpk kecik tp it hurts me alot.thank you

Crazynesssss

2008-09-24T08:39:00.000-07:00

nak blk perlis awaiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa xci la mmbe2 suma dh blk..isk...life is so unfair!isk...but 1 thing fo sure,i am sooooooooooooooo out of this fukin place.hahaha mummy daddy im coming home!!!! haihh buhsan la plak.....damn la class dok kna cancel abeh...kot nk gtaw awai2...isk isk...ada ka plak esok ngn lusa xdak class...sgt best...isk my mum called just now..i was komplen nk blk raya awal..she was like 2laaa bli sgt awai2...then dok ckp2 i said, alaaaa bekpilaa raya ja powwwwnnnnnn!!!n she was like,ha,raya raya...teasing me..wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mumy sgt kijammmm!!wuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu pstu dia ckp ish esok suma blk nih....wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa lg kijammmm...wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.... don dh smpai,zayef too,ain on friday,argh!!!! why laaaa life has to be so kijammm....im so stupid laaa xbli tket awal2....huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nyesal nyesal nyesaallll!!!

f.u.c.k

2008-09-23T08:59:00.000-07:00

I feel stupid for acting like myself. No I don’t have to fake anything. I don’t have to be someone else to be with someone! I don’t have to change the way I am just to fit in, pretend to like something that I don’t like, deal with something that I don’t deal with! What I’m trying to do is live my own life, my way! I just don’t understand how the fuck people judge others here. How the fuck they live, how the fuck they socialize! I just don’t understand it… fuck you people. I’m trying to be me… but you people just know how to judge people, without even knowing what and who they are!! So what? If I like to socialize a lot, I like making friends a lot, I like communicating with others, speak out my mind, so what about it?? Are those kind of things make me a bitch, let you guys think I use to be a bitch?? Shitting about others, spreading rumors and stuff. dats y la ssh nk fit in dengan cara org kt sini hidop. Tah apa jenis mentality tah. Macam barua ja… tengok ja org yg jenis suka tegor org, huhahuha, dok ramah dgn orang tu orang ni, so prangai otomatik gedik la kn??mcam setan la kan??? Pangai betina la kan?? Bajet orang yg mulut diam, malu2, baik ni malaikat la??? yg jnis dok bsing sna sni mulut jht?? Dok burukkan nama orang, kata belakang, backstabbing, dok bawak mulut and everything yg slek will be pointed at me?? Bagusnya mentality orang kt sini.. bagus!! I hate to be here. i do like a million times!!! And stop pretending like you care about my fucking feeling!!! Stop fucking pretending like you like being friends with me!!! Huh, talking about living with bunch of assholes here. Yea I do give a fuck once, but not anymore. I will quit. No more backstabbers!!! Is it a sin to be nice with people?? Is it a sin just to fit in??? is it a fucking sin just to be myself??? Well trust me, I don’t fucking think so. talam dua muka ja suma... dpn ckp len, blkg kutuk...lagi best bleh plak ajak kroni2 kutuk trang tang2...i saw everything but wat xtaw ja...thanks alot my room mate..thanks alot.sumpah dh fed up dok kt sni..evrything is like ada kna mengena with me..its like im da one who caused those fucking problems!!! and yeahh in the end, aku la jd mangsa. yang baek n kamceng nak mati with u guys xdak plak nk blaming trok2...fuck u. i started to feel annoyed. i dont know la apa yg my room mate ckp dgn those assholes. i hate everybody!!u and u and u and u suma bajet malaikat!I just wanna get out of this fucking place! Yea keep on pointing fingers at me you fucking assholes!! Keep on blaming those issues on me! Keep on being immature! I just don’t wanna give a fuck anymore. SO STOP FUCKING MESS WITH ME! FUCK OFF BACKSTABBERS AND HATERSS!!

yannu sana sini situ

2008-09-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

hellyeah its the lastt week of puasa!!hahhaha!!yaa i know im d most paling lmbat blk raya..okkayy fine....u guys go ahead and have fun without me...isk isk....adess bwu bgn tidoq ni..haha i got 1 class only 4 2day!!suppose to b 2...1 in da mownin,1 in d evenin...but then class is cancelled..so horayyy!!!tidurrrr time!!hoho!!n i just woke up nihh...5.30 td...huhu and i p online...yea blogging of course!!and myspace too...then..i opened this someone's profile,then i read all of the comments...wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaa who da hell is she????jeng jeng jengggg.....i tried to call him but he didnt pick up...so i juz proceed with blogging....tetiba dia call...huuuu i asked him bout dat gal..n he said she's just a friend...and kept askin me why2...im jelez laa of course!!!haihhh.....tergugat rasa...seriassss....haha well i know im not someone special but yeahh i admit the jealousy...but haihh...u must be laughing at me kn....go ahead and laugh la....huuuu sometimes i feel like i dont stand a chance...but most of da time i feel like i do....so..i dunno...maybe its just me...or maybe its not.....

ohh raya!!!!cant wait to go back and meet my family and fwenss!!pkai bju raya!mkn kueh raya!!jmpk kwn2 raya!ahhhaha i called don just now..he said he's on his way blk perlis..i was like,WHAT!!!!!arghhh i envy youuuuuuuu!i still got classes on wed!wuuuu so he was like i cant wait to see my fwenss..awww i cant wait to see u too daling.....we will meet up lateer..soonnnn enuff!hohohok!then he said he wanted to see abg am...so i was like..okkayyy laaterrsss...hahahahhahaa wah its already 6.20!!gotta go mandi!!but eventho i dont mandi,i will oweys wangi....envy me zayef..envy me.....so i update the blog later aiteeeeeee!!
mwah mwah!!SLAMAT HARI RAYA!

math teth..test...

2008-09-20T15:36:00.000-07:00

okkay..gud mownin my luvasssssssssss!!huu woke up at 4...study technical math la...damn diz place is crazy doin math test on a freakin sunday!!gila toi laaaa...sunday owg rehat nk p shopping la dol.....so i had to get up and stay up early..since i dun want to mess up my 2nd test...i already did on my 1st test..isk isk...sooo its almost 7am now...arghh i want to sleep but im not really dat sleepy...and i got exercises to do on polynomials sket...there will be questions about matrices,polynomial and graphical method simultaneous equation..wuuu simple eh??xdee maknenyeeeeeee...hahaha okok i hope i can do all la....study td cam ok ja leh jwb suma..huhu....en.zaihar,pls dont make it hard pls...

erm...im gonna go study sket lg...so i'll update the blog later aiteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
zayef i missshh u!!

haha T_T

reCAP

2008-09-16T21:13:00.000-07:00

hellyeahhhh im back with a plastic bag!!wuaaahhhhhhhh lama suda xblogging!got loaaaaaaaddddddsss of story to tell..i got story to tell...no zayef,not your story to tell one....okok well lets hit it! i got here,in micet on erm....err wait lemme check the calendar ... ouhh september the 6th!hahaha i hate to be here.....i wanna quit....and go somewhere else..uhhuuu sooooo the 1st week of 2nd sem was okkayy... i got back my test results...hahahahah dun wanna tell u guys da result la...1st week...lame lame lame....same old same old... oh yeahh!! i was working freakin hard on my essay assignment! it suppose to be done during my midsem break but hellnawh! cuti is 4 cuti! no assignments and what not! hahaha!! i was sooo lack of sleeping laz week...its all bcoz of the essay la....actually its not really an essay...but erm i dunno what to call it...huhu so i had to do a 5 pages essay about stress in everyday life....dang thank god the topic was easehhhh.. ;)
i managed to finish till the 3rd page...3 pages full...it was already wednesday and i have to submit the essay on wed!!!i was like damn how am i suppose to finish it on time!!huhuu.....i skip math class that day!!mummy daddy 4give me!!i got excuses!huuu....sooo pulun laa buat essay 2....but i couldnt finish it jugak.....so i was like...lantak ahhh jmpak lecturer then explain..hahaha so i did....and..and the lecturer said last kna submit is next weeek!!!arghhhhhhhhhhh!ponat jo den buek sumo..wuuu so....dat was pretty much of the 1st week laa....

oh oh!! then i was lepaking wif my fwen at cafe..then i met rayson...a chinese dude la...he was like "yana,i want you to sing on my tanglung festival" i was like???tanglung??haaaaa???ehh bleh2!!hahha wut song?? then he said english malay la...i told him i lagu malay ni kureng bleh la..ceyyy..hahhaaha so.. bla bla bla... he agreed, i agreed..then he said he want to do para para sakura dancing...me n amy were like, waaaaaaaaaa nk join nk join!!!!!!fuhh excited wa ckp sma luu....uwuwuwu..so...we practice all night till 2 3 am...damn xckop tido sudaaa.... and rayson here, is the 1st chinese dude yg organize event about chinese culture at MICET...since we only have 4 or 5 chinese here..haaahaha malay rulesssss!!!haha so we had the event,but i was kinda dissapointed la...yalaa since its the 1st chinese event,mcm xdak org nk support plak....there were only like 10 of ajk only buat suma 2...mana larat..aiyokk....wutever la....lepas suda...

and now the 2nd week of 2nd sem....huhuuu.... i got a ,majlis brbuka puasa with family angkat this saturday..20 sep...yay im going to see my fam angkat again!!hoho! oh yea not forgeting the quizes and test la......everyday i got one...wuuuu...so...sonok sonok gak..still ada gak yg saket ati.... but wutever...kita enjoy suda..haahha oh laz nite i got a message from i dunno who....he was like "hey jo here! this october got battle of the band, i want you to sing evenescence- bring me to life. can ah???" hahaha i was like...yea sure!!but errr joe???i dunno u....then he was like but what??i was like...haihh mamat ni xphm ka aku xknai dia..wuuuu...then i said yea i wud love to but i duno you....joe mana ni?? then he stopped replying...wuuuu...yea wutever...i guess la...he went to that tanglung fest kot...and see me nyanyi..but i dunno whooo...aiyoo joeeeee......haa zayef, im goin to be a rawkstar too baby...hahahhhaaa! nooooooo not shock...nooooooooooo

and erm i cant wait to go back 4 hari raya!!!!wuaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!! ain,zayef,don,ammar,naim,irwan!!! mishh u guysss!!di kesempatan ini saya ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir batin to all muslim and muslimah all over the world! zayeffffffffffff i want to say sorry for what i did, the sakit hati,the sedey,the gadoh,the mrajuk and apa2 jala....sorrayy aite babeee?? and i luvvvvvvvvvvvv youuuuuuuu everyday!huhu and ain my precioussssss wifey bestie halfie...haha sowi to u toooo eventho kta happy2 xpnah gadoh2...awwww dats why i love u so much...heee... sory if slh ckp or mrh or apa2...bestie remains bestie forever!!don my dawlinnnnnnnn!!!uhhuuu u oweys be my pak lawak...actually i couldnt stop smiling and laughing whenever i see u..hahahaha and stop messin with my pipi!i mean it! i missh u don...my hero, my zero..haha i know sumtimes i can be rude and over reacting..but u oweys take it easy kan??and not frgetting the pujuk2..hehe i cyg u baaaaanyaaaaaaaaakkk don...hhihik! ammarrrrrrrrrr my ex-bf..can i say dat ah??ahahhaa ceritera lama...so so so... i wish u gud luck in wutever decisions u take ok!shiannn dia dok sowang2 kt perlis..ahaxs! we will meet so0o0onnnnn....naim and irwan...haihh lama suda xjmpk nih....cant wait to see u guys tooo! sorry for slh and silap ok!! ;)
and again, SELAMAT HARI RAYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! luv u my precious onessssss!!mwah mwah mwahh!

it ends tonight...wuu

2008-09-06T01:31:00.000-07:00

damn...cuti smnggu dh nk abeh!wuaaaaaaaa im going back to mlaka tonight...i wish i can stay longer here....haihhh...so...im gonna mish my fwens here..those boys n gals at matrik arau..huhuuu we will meet again soon..haihhh emo...xmaw blk!!xmaw!!huuuu btw,i just finished making nasik krabu or nasik ulam...we oweys had nsk krabu during puasa every single year..its like a must have fuuudd...hoho!argh its gonna b a long long journey tonight..i hate being so damn far from home ok...but wut to do,belajar adalah satu kwajipan dan tggungjawab bg seorg pelajar..huuuuu ayat skema suda..back to micet,back to hostel..isk..fyi,i just realized that micet is such a boring place with such a boring life...and not to forget those boring faces..haihh it is totally true,micet IS a place 2 study..ONLY.hahaha sosial level?below degree celcius..haha no la..its erm..okay its quite low...thats more appropriate....u know i ni jnis yg mmg ska bersosial..how can i possibly sosialize in such condition?huuuu yea those people keep on telling me to study,get great pointer yea 3.5 and above for the first sem..dont need to tell me that..i know laa people..haihh erm..im sleepy oredy..ouhhhhhhh so sleepy....so i just blah la...nak kemas2 brang2 nk bwk blk micet lg nih...so..laterssssssssss hatersssssssssss n likerrssssssssssss.. ;)

memory lane

2008-09-03T11:18:00.000-07:00

i cant sleep...i cant think straight...im havin an emotional breakdown....it all started with ym...i was chatting with my classmates...yea..killin times....since i got nothing else to do other than chatting n surfing the web..aka on9..yea wutever...tgh rancak2 bercerita,then a story bout rap thing came out...so i was like hey,i got friends who are sooo into rapping..they have a group too!so blabla there goes the intro...so i introduced triniti to my friend here..he's into rapping too..well he said he used too..so i was like y dont u just check em out..dopeness man!i told him bout my fwens alot...yea i love telling people about me,about my fwens...who they are,what they do,where they at...stuff like dat...so....i opened the amp site..i gave the url to my fwen,failure,i gave him myspace url...so..he managed to open it..so eager about the feedback,he was like,sorry im not into rap mlayu sgt..i was like,hello!!they do rap in english ok...wut song did u hear?he said perliscollective..then i was like..ouuuuhhhhhhhhh yeahhhh haha that 1....i explained...so he said boley tahan..i was like say whatt!u dont mess with my fwens ok...go check out their english..gosh...readers digest pown kalah kowt...i said to him...haha..n yeah i was bragging here n there....by the time i just knew that i was gettin too carried away talking bout them...i stopped while listening to all the songs on amp..i rmember about this 1 video..i watched the video again...a video that i've forgotten 4 quite a time...yea don,zarif...a video about u guys with naim...i just cant stop playing it...over and over again..i smiled,laughed,haha the triniti,the i run solo,the religion,the i'll murder u man,dont mess wit me...damn..i miss all of those things....i told my fwen,this is us back in 2006,2007...when we were young..highschool..not hopeless...ok ok...things were so different when we were young...damn..i started to feel like crying now...especially when i keep on playing their songs till now...im soo proud of u guys..hmm..i just..i miss my friends..the past..the time we spent sooo much together...hmphh look at us...we are all grown up now..taking our own path...being soo far away from each other...seriously,i cant stop thinkin about u guys...i cant stop laughing while watching the vid,cant stop talking about us to my friend here...he was like,r u ok?i was like,no...n i wonder...do they feel the same like i do?friendship is precious...my closest ones...yea im talking bout ain,zarif,don,ammar, not to forget naim n irwan..guys,i really miss u all..i always do..i just love to hear a good feedback about triniti..its not because of who they are,its because of what they are...friends...good friend love to hear good things about good friends...n now im smiling...those faces of my loved ones..i need to remember all of them till my last breath..i feel lucky to have u guys..and that is y i oweys love music..cuz music bring us together...make us as ONE.seeing those faces again...all i wanna say is,i really really miss u guys..hope to see u guys soon.ok yana hold those tears...dear God,thx for blessin me with those people..i know deep inside they will oweys think about each other..just rmember the past,it is what we are now..

take care my precious ones..jgn lupa ur roots.and erm...i love u guys.from the bottom of my heart.

thursday

2008-09-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

i dont feel like blogging anymore.....but wutever...i dont care if you're reading this shit or wutever....cuz it is sooo wutever....yea so,WUTEVER...

im listening to when you look me in the eyes right now...my favourite..lama suda xdengar akan lagu ini...haha im starting to like jonas brothers now...i mean, its not that i dont like them b4..no...they're are sooo adorable...huhu i mean im not really a fan but i just like their music..they're talented,obviously..ok....i like them...they ARE cute so what?huu

but then....trasa 1 mcm prasaan...haih...tros kasi stop itu lagu...u know,whenever ur feelinn that "feelin" when u r sooo not wanna feel that feelin, just do whatever to stop da feel from takin over ur feeeling and ur feeling it..hahaha apa aku mrapu nih...

haih...i start to feel like im the only,believe me...i am the one n only person who are trying to put things back to normal!i always end up trying so damn hard for something, but in d end,i got nothing!nothing,zero,nothing at all...look at u....u dont have to try...u dont have to lose anything...and look at me...i've lost everything..everything about us..and when i'm trying to fix things,i can only see 1 person who's dying to work things out...tah la....im not talking about getting back ur love or whatsoever,im just...ok if you're talking about friends and not being able to show how good u r as a friend,to act like a friend,then stop being friend with me!and no,we are not friends,we are good friends..but wut happen to good friends if im the only one who always doing my part as a friend?!a good friend!am i just wasting my time here or what?does it worth it to take care of someone who doesnt really care about u just as much as u care bout him?geez..i am wasting my time..but what the hell am i suppos to do?! God gave me this gift...yea i know,i always be the one who will always,always think about others...i dont care if they dont..coz im gifted with that...damn i gotta stop...but just please...think about how others feel will u?treat them like how u want them 2 treat u...same goes with me....just...text me...i am soo over u!u dont have to worry bout that..just text me.treat me like a good friend....just text me.

FreakiN

2008-09-01T09:45:00.000-07:00

im outta words.

damn.

hmm...

okkayyyy u r soooo dead zarif!!!!!!!soooooooo freakin dead!!

FULLSTOP!

oh...it is sooo not a fullstop....bila bca blik dok wat lam bi ni cam slek plak....dok slh sna sni...cam hampeh jaaaa....lecehhhh....lama tinggai skolah,now bla blajaq blk jd xreti bi plak dh...sumpah ouh even bila speaking dgn lecturer pown leh plak tesasul wat simple mistake.....hadoi....ni ka bdk a1 bi?hahaha so to my LOYAL pembaca yg dok jd omputeh 2,ku pohon 1000 kemaafan diatas kesalahan berbahasa inggeris yg timbul.hahaha asa cam bdk2 plak...dok merangkak blk blajaq english...padahai dlu kt skolah kemain lg dok bi bi....wuuuuuuu xpa2, bdk bru blajar...i learning inggeris not so good talk.hahahaha

WHATEVER!

haiyak!

what if

2008-08-31T21:51:00.000-07:00

come to think about it,if its not because the ego of both of us,we wouldnt have to be like this now...dontchu think?if its not the all-time-busy factor,we wont be living our life like this,we dont have to be so less concern about each other like this,dontchu think?maybe it was all just me..yea i am the one who will always think about others..the people around me...what if that incident on the night of my induction week didnt happen?the night when u were getting too carried away with your life there,and not forgetting the BUSY thing..yea i know my registration was a week late,u with your assignments and stuff...but what if things went out well eventhough the both of us are not together anymore?yea i know we were so attached b4...maybe its because we use to spend our time together like all the time..maybe its because we use to text each other 24-7 without even knowing when to stop..maybe its because we use to do things together,the laughter,the pain,the joy,the air mata and stuff...talking about air mata,whenever i was feeling down u were always there for me...a very good pendengar i must say..but a bad bad penasihat...but it didnt matter cause in the end, u always filled me with happyness...something that i treasure alot...hmm..i just cant get over it...eventhough we are obviously not together anymore...but the memories of u and me...the chance to be together even just for a while is like the best thing that can ever happen to me..btw,just forget about the grammar and stuff..this is not official.. ;) well whatever..back to the topic....hmm i know u wont feel the same anymore...and maybe u dont even care about how i feel anymore...but have u ever think the same thing like i did??maybe yes maybe no...things are different now...maybe i just need my time to get over all of these..and i hope,u will always think of me eventho we're just like a normal friends now...

love u and miss u

;)

melaka-perlis-puasa-raya

2008-08-30T23:41:00.000-07:00

helyeahhh im home now!!2months away from home is like 2 years!!haha maybe im stil not geting use to it YET.haha so test is over..im in perlis now for 10 days i guess..and the best part is,im gona celebrate 1st week of puasa with my family at home!yay!and yestrday i went out with ammar n don..it was alot of funnnnns.haha thank god amar and don are here.i thought im gona be alone for the whole week!so we went out to our usual lepaking place.eating and merapu2.haha...damn i miss the old days..amar,don,me,zarif,ain,naem..huuu mish the awesomenes with u guyyss!so...puasa is here,and raya is waiting!i cant wait for my new baju raya!hehe!and i get to hang out with all my awsomely awesome fwens!yay again!

talking about life,my life has been great!and im glad that zarif and me are already good now..we're cool now..;) being friends is better then losing you my dear..
and i'm sory for saying such words laz time..i didnt mean that actualy..i was just trying to act cool.that's all..

sorrayy

wel whatever,its all good now..isn't it darl? ;)
soo..im going out wih my family today!hunting for baju raya..not the other hunting okkay zarif.
i havent decide yet what colour should i go for..well kasi angkat sja apa yg berknan di hati.haha

i think dats it for now...i'll log in later 4 the updates!;)
and i guess i should say,zarif,this is the blog okkkayy..thx for reading ^^

someone that i love the most...

2008-08-13T18:34:00.000-07:00

yannu...yea yana la...yana is here..
this is my 1st time blogging here...so...holllaaa...;)

erm...dis acc is only made for me...so....no need for u guys to read kot...tp if nk bca jgk xpala...haha

okkayy...im gonna talk bout my feelings la...emo sgt dh ni..huuuu
i love sumone...sumone dat has been very very attached to me..very close to me...
we use to be close b4....we do things together..went out together...messaging all day and nite...calling,eating,hanging out,senang cita suma la together...huhu we share our feelings...u know,wut couples do...but then..bila msing2 dh further study,dh xjd mcm dlu...im not blaming but why deary?why sh0uld u b so selfish??u juz think about urself...no more sharing and caring...im tired of saying all of those things yg i da ckp..i da pnat u...i juz nk ckp,i do n really2 luv u....deeply....deeeeeeepppppply...there's no other man other than u....please...please come and say ur sorry for wutever u have done...please come and say,u wanna b with me...do u love me??or u used 2?its all up 2 u...i da xleh wtpa dh...so...dats all...

n oweys rmember,eventho i said jgn cri i,sbenarnya i nk u cri i..nk u cntact i..at least show me that u really care...bkn bla i ckp cmtu,u juz leave me then biaq i cmni...ignore me..leave me hanging..a simple "CALL" will oweys content me...
whenever i said i wanna b alone,actually i nk u ada dgn i....comfort me....talk 2 me...cheer me up...is it hard 2 do syg???
whenever i said no...i want u 2 say yes...coz every single things yg i ckp,i nk attention dri u..i dont want to be lonely nomore....

do u love me,or u used 2?