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im not happy....i feel wasted...i dont even know how should i feel anymore...i dont know who can i talk to...i need my mom..everything has started to fall apart...my life..my pride...what should i say..what should i feel...as if everything i do is useless...it means nothing....i did stupid things.i apologized.. but i never get the chance to stand up for myself...not in this life anymore..i'll be the blaming figure..i'll be the laughing stock..i'll be the one who always cry in the corner of my room..with nothing to say to stand up for myself.........

im weak..vulnerability starts to kick in...i feel hopeless...i cant hope 4 anything..i am full with things to be blame...why is it so hard to tolerate?why is it so hard to put urself into someone's shoes?i'll be whatever u want me 2 be..u said things.just simply said things..i'll never had da chance to stand up for myself..

never.