what if

come to think about it,if its not because the ego of both of us,we wouldnt have to be like this now...dontchu think?if its not the all-time-busy factor,we wont be living our life like this,we dont have to be so less concern about each other like this,dontchu think?maybe it was all just me..yea i am the one who will always think about others..the people around me...what if that incident on the night of my induction week didnt happen?the night when u were getting too carried away with your life there,and not forgetting the BUSY thing..yea i know my registration was a week late,u with your assignments and stuff...but what if things went out well eventhough the both of us are not together anymore?yea i know we were so attached b4...maybe its because we use to spend our time together like all the time..maybe its because we use to text each other 24-7 without even knowing when to stop..maybe its because we use to do things together,the laughter,the pain,the joy,the air mata and stuff...talking about air mata,whenever i was feeling down u were always there for me...a very good pendengar i must say..but a bad bad penasihat...but it didnt matter cause in the end, u always filled me with happyness...something that i treasure alot...hmm..i just cant get over it...eventhough we are obviously not together anymore...but the memories of u and me...the chance to be together even just for a while is like the best thing that can ever happen to me..btw,just forget about the grammar and stuff..this is not official.. ;) well whatever..back to the topic....hmm i know u wont feel the same anymore...and maybe u dont even care about how i feel anymore...but have u ever think the same thing like i did??maybe yes maybe no...things are different now...maybe i just need my time to get over all of these..and i hope,u will always think of me eventho we're just like a normal friends now...

love u and miss u

;)

melaka-perlis-puasa-raya

helyeahhh im home now!!2months away from home is like 2 years!!haha maybe im stil not geting use to it YET.haha so test is over..im in perlis now for 10 days i guess..and the best part is,im gona celebrate 1st week of puasa with my family at home!yay!and yestrday i went out with ammar n don..it was alot of funnnnns.haha thank god amar and don are here.i thought im gona be alone for the whole week!so we went out to our usual lepaking place.eating and merapu2.haha...damn i miss the old days..amar,don,me,zarif,ain,naem..huuu mish the awesomenes with u guyyss!so...puasa is here,and raya is waiting!i cant wait for my new baju raya!hehe!and i get to hang out with all my awsomely awesome fwens!yay again!

talking about life,my life has been great!and im glad that zarif and me are already good now..we're cool now..;) being friends is better then losing you my dear..
and i'm sory for saying such words laz time..i didnt mean that actualy..i was just trying to act cool.that's all..

sorrayy

wel whatever,its all good now..isn't it darl? ;)
soo..im going out wih my family today!hunting for baju raya..not the other hunting okkay zarif.
i havent decide yet what colour should i go for..well kasi angkat sja apa yg berknan di hati.haha


i think dats it for now...i'll log in later 4 the updates!;)
and i guess i should say,zarif,this is the blog okkkayy..thx for reading ^^

someone that i love the most...

yannu...yea yana la...yana is here..
this is my 1st time blogging here...so...holllaaa...;)

erm...dis acc is only made for me...so....no need for u guys to read kot...tp if nk bca jgk xpala...haha

okkayy...im gonna talk bout my feelings la...emo sgt dh ni..huuuu
i love sumone...sumone dat has been very very attached to me..very close to me...
we use to be close b4....we do things together..went out together...messaging all day and nite...calling,eating,hanging out,senang cita suma la together...huhu we share our feelings...u know,wut couples do...but then..bila msing2 dh further study,dh xjd mcm dlu...im not blaming but why deary?why sh0uld u b so selfish??u juz think about urself...no more sharing and caring...im tired of saying all of those things yg i da ckp..i da pnat u...i juz nk ckp,i do n really2 luv u....deeply....deeeeeeepppppply...there's no other man other than u....please...please come and say ur sorry for wutever u have done...please come and say,u wanna b with me...do u love me??or u used 2?its all up 2 u...i da xleh wtpa dh...so...dats all...

n oweys rmember,eventho i said jgn cri i,sbenarnya i nk u cri i..nk u cntact i..at least show me that u really care...bkn bla i ckp cmtu,u juz leave me then biaq i cmni...ignore me..leave me hanging..a simple "CALL" will oweys content me...
whenever i said i wanna b alone,actually i nk u ada dgn i....comfort me....talk 2 me...cheer me up...is it hard 2 do syg???
whenever i said no...i want u 2 say yes...coz every single things yg i ckp,i nk attention dri u..i dont want to be lonely nomore....

do u love me,or u used 2?